Lies

believe it or not
i can lied to my self
how i can do that?
don't know.. it happening when you're stuck
between a best friend and your crush

lied that i dont need him
lied that i dont have NO FEEL to hi,
lied that he is just my FRIEND
lied that i never be in love with him before
lied that he is NOTHING in my life

thats lie... just lie...

he must feel my heartbeat when i get closer to him.
what've been lost being flashback on a few

moon
look at me and tell me
did.. i.. wrong doing all of this?
i wont make my bestfriend hurt
but inside im .. insecure
however....

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