where are you now?

i miss the old you..
did u know why? 'cause the newest one SUCKS
nah.. i don't said that you've been changed
i just said.. I'm losing the real who you're
you're who never forget to me.. share a story with me
did you know why?
you're my best friend, boy.
that's what i thought,
i don't know what you taught about our friendship with her.
but...
me and her missing the old you
everybody ask whats going on with us
but i cant answer that the problem is you
no.. i cant

cause i...
i wont continue to type this
too.. hurt

Lies

believe it or not
i can lied to my self
how i can do that?
don't know.. it happening when you're stuck
between a best friend and your crush

lied that i dont need him
lied that i dont have NO FEEL to hi,
lied that he is just my FRIEND
lied that i never be in love with him before
lied that he is NOTHING in my life

thats lie... just lie...

he must feel my heartbeat when i get closer to him.
what've been lost being flashback on a few

moon
look at me and tell me
did.. i.. wrong doing all of this?
i wont make my bestfriend hurt
but inside im .. insecure
however....

- TO BE CONTINUED -

"Wish You Were Here"

"Wish You Were Here"

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

....

okay.. so.. today was 11/11/11 and i think nothing special with it if you still cant be mine.
for sure, honestly i'm a jealous girl..
Geudaereul naegado saranghaetdago
Geuraesp naega dp apeudogo..
I loved you more
so i am hurting more


i don't know what things came and get in your body.
or is that the real who you are?
i know maybe this is over
you think i'm a mama's daughter? its okay
but i really cant find the old you
this is not mean i wont being yawning with you again.
okay that's okay
but.. the way you say "i hate you so much" to me feels so real
sure, i cant hold this tears anymore
i don't know why i can being like this
if you seeing me, you should know
that i cried because of you inside my heart with my suicide silence
NO TIME FOR LOVE!
yes i've been try it for SO LONG
but it cant work
my heart screaming that i still want you
and how did i get you when your heart like stone to me?
should i said that i hate you? i wanna say it but i really cant
cause i don't saying what i meant to said
did you know when you flirt with her i feel like a death angel come over me and took me to fvckin hell
you should know it
i hate seeing you with other girls, include my close best friend.

......

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i'm not in my mood to tell my story. and what i feel today
if my heart can type , i would command it.
i really have much to say
but i'm REALLY NOT IN MY MOOD

Sad News

BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD
THIS IS TOO BAD!
GREYSON CHANCE WILL COME TO INDONESIA, AND I DON'T HAVE MUCH MONEY!!
I REALLY LOVE HIM BUT I REALLY REALLY HAS NO MONEY TO BUY THE TICKET :(
I WANT GO TO JAKARTA EVEN TOUGH I DONT WATCH HIS PERFORMANCE. I JUST WANT TO MET HIM. THIS IS WILL BE THE ONE FOREVER.
MY GOD :(

TIMUN MAS

hello everyone, i'd write my scripts for drama. the title is TIMUN MAS, and i dont know why it gonna be so ... FREAK
here is it:

Once Upon a time, ema and abah they’re an old couple who has been married for26 years. But unfortunately they’re don’t have a child yet.

One day, they go to their garden and find a big golden cucumber.

Ema : “look abah! What is this?”

Abah: “that’s a big cucumber! take it! We can sell it!”

Ema: “but.. wait”

They heard a baby’s voice. It was like crying. When they get closer to the cucumber, there was a baby girl crying inside. They take the baby and give it name “timun mas”

When it was so shiny, come a giant to their house. It so angry.

Giant: “hey! Old people! You’re stealing my lunch!”

Abah: “no! we haven’t!”

Giant: “you’re lied! You steal my lunch when I’m gonna sleep” “its hiding on the golden cucumber”

Ema: “okay! Don’t eat her! She was too young! Her meat isn’t enough for your lunch!”

Giant: “so? What should I do then?”

Abah: “wait her until she get her 13^rd “ “I’ll give her to you”

Giant: “I keep your promise! I’ll be back!”

*13^rd years later*

Ema: “Timun! Timun! Where are you?”

Timun: “right here!” “what’s wrong ma?”

Abah: “don’t try to get far from home”

Ema: “listen to your abah”

Timun: “err.. ema, abah,please! I’ve bigger! I’m not a child again. I can protect myself” “don’t you know it?”

Abah: “you’ll know someday why we’re like this”

Timun: “you’ll know someday why we’re like this..blablabla always that what you said to me dad, I’m bored to heard that“ “when the SOMEDAY will come?”

Ema: “you’ll understand”

Timun walked roughly get in to their house . she mad to her parents. But when the night come, timun’s friend text her that they ask her for watching wayang show on her friend house. She so excited and get out from her room.

Timun: “ma, can I go to my friend house?”

Ema: “what?”

Timun: “I want to watch wayang show on my friend house. May I go there?”

Abah: “no you shouldn’t”

Ema: “we’re busy, timun”

Timun: “but.. ma! Come on!”

Abah: “we should said no, timun”

Timun: “but why? Did you love me, ma? Abah?”

Ema&Abah: “sure”

Timun: “did you ever heard if you love something you must let it go?” “come on.. I can protect myself!”

Abah: ”if I said no, you should stay!”

Timun: “errrgghh!!! I hate you ! you’re not my parents anymore!”

Timun so angry to her parent, so, she run away from home and realize that she run to dangerous forest.

Ema cried in front of their house. And also abah worried of timun. He want to following her but he not strong as when he young. He get a gold medals on SEA games as the faster runner forever. Now and later, earth and universe.

And then.. walk a handsome boy, crossing their house and he saw that ema was cried.

He getting closer and notice them.

Abah :”who are you, young boy?”

Justin: “I’m Justin” “what’s wrong with her, sir?”

Abah: “our daughter runaway to the forest”

Justin: ”why?!”

Abah: ”cause we too protective of her”

Justin: “just keep calm” “I’m gonna looking for her”

Ema: “be careful boy.. she runaway to dangerous forest”

Justin: “its okay” “I believe I can”

And then, Justin go to the forest and found a girl run over him, he thought it was timun mas. And it was right,

Justin: “are you timun?”

Timun: “run!!! I said.. run!!!”

Justin: “timun..! listen! I came here for..”

Timun: “just runaway!!”

Timun ran away and Justin following her. Justin don’t know what’s wrong but then he realize that they are following by a giant.

When they crossing timun’s house, ema gave timun a mysterious box.

Timun: ”what is this?!!”

Ema: “that will help you!”

Justin: “lets go!”

Abah: “just run timun ! run away!!”

Timun surprised and she back ran. She so haunted with a big giant who following her.

She throw the nails. (she get it from that mysterious box) and then she throw the benih of the plant. It grew so fast and block the giant way. When she so tired, she rest herself for awhile then the giant back following him. Her mind block,so, she throw the box and the salt on it mess up and became a beach.

The giant fell down and overboard on it.

Then, Justin came.

Timun: “why you don’t help me, guys?!”

Justin: “sorry, but we’re too busy for helping you”

Timun: “but why? Eww so cruel leave a girl like me run and followed by a giant”

Justin: “cause you the only one who can attack the giant”

And then Justin and timun go to Australia for study in a big university of Sydney. They became a close best friend. And ema and abah life happily ever after. And the giant die…..!

stick around♥

There you come with your big brown eyes and
So sure you got me mesmerized
So sure that I'm just about to fall for you
That ya don't even try and catch me so I
I pick myself up,
I pick myself up, boy
You might be falling,
But I think I better not
My hearts still mine
I'm gonna take my time
But, don't leave cause there's something about me and you


You gotta stick around
Stick around, round
Oh, you gotta hang round,
If you wanna find out, If its
love, baby
Real love, love baby,
We found
You gotta stick around


Any other guy would have found your feet,
Though I think I'm crazy,
But they're nothing like me,
Ive always been the kind to think things out
And I'm kinda wondering what you're all about
So I,

I make my mind up,
I make my mind up
But, boy you gotta know,
That I'm not in a rush
I'm a fun girl,
Not a dumb girl
So, just wait a minute
til I get you all figured out


You gotta stick around
Stick around, round
Oh, you gotta hang round,
If you wanna find out
If its love, baby
Real love, love baby,
We found


Take a look,
Take a breath
Take a chance on everything Ive Said,
Take your heart,
And take your time
And maybe one day you'll be mine
Oh ohh..
Maybe one day you'll be mine
Woah ohh, Yeahh


You gotta stick around
Stick around, round
Oh, you gotta hang round,
If you wanna find out
If its love, baby
Real love, love baby,
We found
Yeah!


You gotta stick around
Stick around, round
Oh, you gotta hang round,
If you wanna find out
If its love, baby
Real love, love baby,
We've found


You gotta Stick around.


There you come with your big brown eyes and
So sure you got me mesmerized

you're my only shorty♥

Ariana! Iyaz!

Last Night Was Crazy, And Today It’s Settin’ In
Did You Really Mean It And Could You Say It Again? Oh, Oh
Even If You Just Say It Over The Phone (Come On And Make It Real)

Love Makes Me Crazy, Restless, Dumb, And Paranoid
But I’ll Take A Chance On Us And Hope You Don’t Destroy My Heart
Just Give Me One Guarantee, I’m The Only Girl You See
Whatchu Say, Boy?

You’re My Only Shorty
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth
Girl, It’s Only You
You’re My Only, You’re My Only
You’re My Only One And Only

You’re My Only Shorty (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth (Oh Oh)
Girl, It’s Only You (Oh Oh)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only Shorty

Every Day And Night, You Got An Open Invitation
As Long As I’m Your One And Only Destination
Fly With Me, I’ll Be Your Fantasty

You’re In Demand, But Baby, Baby So Am I
But If You’re Weak And Try To Sneak, I’ll Have To Tell You Bye-Bye.
Imma Put You On The Spot, Am I Your Only Girl Tonight?
What Ya Say, Boy?

You’re My Only Shorty
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee (Am I Your Only)
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth
Girl, It’s Only You
You’re My Only, You’re My Only (Am I Your Only)
You’re My Only One And Only

You’re My Only Shorty (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth (Oh Oh)
Girl, It’s Only You (Oh Oh)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only Shorty

(?)
(?)
(?)
Simple In Direction Is All That (?)
I Don’t Need To Bring In All The Attention
Girl, I Need You, Your Love And Affection.
Oh Yeah, Baby Girl, Did I Mention?

You’re My Only Shorty (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee (Baby, Come Clean!)
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth (Oh Oh)
Girl, It’s Only You (Oh Oh)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only One And Only

You’re My Only Shorty (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only Shorty, Yee Yee Yee (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
I’m Tellin’ You The Truth (Oh Oh)
Girl, It’s Only You (Oh Oh)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only (Am I Your Only Shorty?)
You’re My Only, You’re My Only Shorty

Am I Your Only?
Am I Your Only?
Tell Me, Am I Your Only Shorty? (Yes, You Are.)
Why Won’t You Say That (Yes, You Are.)
Am I Your Only Shorty?

Thanks

I'm grateful and get a thanks to my best friend, aristiya for today.
okay now im realize that not just me who have a fvckin trouble like this.
well done.. i got it that my best friend who i talk about in my last post is not a real best friend.
she just a friend with me.
thanks for there for me, fake best friend.
you make me can make a change.

Σ( ° △ °|||) =

i want to ヽ( ･∀･)ﾉ┌┛Σ(ノ `Д´)ノ​you
and Ψ(`▽´)σ as loud as i can
then i will realize Σ( ° △ °|||) =​
that you so meanful for my life
and catch you from the ground of the cliff
so you can crash into me
(˘⌣˘)ε ^)