Swimming Beauty

hi all! its been so long i dont post my ridicolous story! so! enjoy this newest one ;;)
today's my very first day on swimming class.
i'm so excited before i know that my schedule is together with 3 boys other -_-"

i get in here 'cause my mom find my swimming grade have a badass mark. shit.

mr.ben who teach us, he is my uncle.
and i'm so shy 'cause i'm stupid! i cant swimming....!!!
ben: "you have a problem with swimming, ria?"
me: "ng... no i havent but i can't. i can't breathe deeply in the water"
ben: "you will can. okay boys!"
me: "hey"
ben: "sorry, okay all! come here!"

the boys walking nearly to us.
boy1: "ya mr?"
ben: "class end, you can back home now or stay here or get a lunch"
boy2: "okay, here we go"

i sit on the couch. still want to try to swim but uncle ben has get a lunch.

boy1: "hey"
me: "..."
boy1: "whats your name? i'm carsley"
me: "i..i..i'm ria"
carsley: "welcome" *smile*
me: "thanks"
carsley: "my other friend is josh and cody. cody have a blonde to brown and josh blonde to yellow"
me: "got it"
carsley: "so you.. have a problem with swimming?"
me: "hmm.. my mom find my bad mark on swimming so.. yahh.. you know what happen"
carsley: "hahaha"
me: "dont laugh! thats not funny!" "so, why you here too?"
carsley: "sorry.. but ..haahaa, okay.. i'm here cause we're like to swimming. we love swimming"
me: "can you teach me something?"
carsley: "i'm not the master" *smile* "but if you want somebody teach you, cody could"

cody and josh run to carsley. they look at me.
carsley: "her name is ria"
cody: "i know it"
carsley: "who tell you?"
cody: "you, stupid" *laugh*
josh: *laugh* "hi ria, i'm josh"
me and josh shaking hand. while i look at cody and he runaway his eyes to other side. i think.. boy who name cody simpson this dont like me.
cody run and get in to the pool. and josh following him.

and carsley still with me.
me: "cody look like dislike me"
carsley: "he's like that" "annoying" *laugh*
me: "why you didnt join them?"
carsley: "i'll" "you'll back now?"
me: "mhm, see ya"
carsley: "see ya"

he wave and smile to me.

i pack all my things after get a shower.
carsley and josh is good friend. but i dont know with cody.

carsley: "hey"
me: *smile*
carsley: "may i help you?"
me: *smile* "no thanks"
cody: "come on carsley, she can do it by her self" "lets back swim"

carsley look so sad, but he following cody.
i still stand up and take my bag. go outside.

well done! my mom not pick me up. huhh..

someone call my name. thats cody.
me: "ya?"
cody: "your bracelet"
me: "thanks"

i walk nearly to him, but he throw the bracelet to the ground.
fhhh.. okay

i pick my bracelet and walk to my home.

i'm not a rich girl. my mom is owner in a small supermarket. we live in australia, brisbane, queensland, gold coast.

my home on the coast. thats not to big. but its enough.
my mom's market is not too far from here, but it up there.

me: "mom?"

i knock the door. none answer.
i open it and my little sister run and hug my foot.
me: "hey tayla, whats going on?"
tayla: "rlyiam!" *laugh*

and liam run and grab her. they laugh.
me: "please, dont play with my foot"
liam: "hahaha" "here tayla"
tayla: "rwya angwry"
me: *smile* "i'm not angry, tayla"

i walk to my room and broke my self on my bed.
still remember how cody give my bracelet.

liam: "whats going on, hun?"
me: "nothing" "im just tired"
liam: "you can tell me if you have a problem"
me: "okay thanks"

he wipe my hair and walk outside.

i look out to the window, beautiful beach..
i run outside and clean the beach.
after it clean, i will stay here!

i love the way sand touch my feet. and i sit on the water.

i surprised when hear a 4 boy run and take theire surfboard.
i dont know whats wrong but.. isnt cody?? carsley? josh? and other one?

carsley: "ria! you here too?"
me: "ya but.. i think i will go home now. hehe, bye"
carsley: "wait" "i can teach you to surfing"
me: *excited* "really?!" "but.. your friends?"
carsley: *smile* "its okay"
me: "no thanks.."
carsley: "cody?"
me: *nodded head*
carsley: "come on"

cody stare at us. he like doesnt like if look carsley walk together with me.

he teach me how to surf, okay
i think i can..! so i try to surf

but so bad, i'm overboard.

****

carsley: "ria! ria! you okay?"
me: "y..ya i think.. whats wrong with me?"
josh: "you overboard! but thanks cody safe you"
me: *smile* "thanks cody"
cody: "stupid girl"

he roll his eyes and walk roughly, far away from us.

me: "cody really hate me"
josh: "he just tired"
me: "..."
carsley: "okay josh.. i need calm him down" "bye ria"
me: "bye" "thanks"

i walk slowly to my home and change my outfit to my white short dress.

night come, we stay in dinning room. wait for a dinner.
tayla: "rwia, i want mwilk"
me: "here"
liam: "say what tayla?"
tayla: "tank you" *smile*
me: "your welcome hunn" *smile*

my dish was clean. i walk outside to the beach and run a little in my white dress. i can see the beautiful moon stare at me. i do dancing for a while. dance what i get in my ballerinas class.

someone's cough. i stop and turn my back. its cody.
i runaway my eyes to the beach so he can find my sight.
cody: "sorry for my bad polite today" "i'm cody"
me: "..."
cody: "you angry with me?"
me: "no" "i..i just"
cody: "dont scared with me" "i'm not a good person, yet"

he take and hold my hand.
i look at him, i saw a crystal clear. he look back. his eyes straight to my eyes. he smile. it beautiful.

i can feel my cheeks blushed.

cody: "bye"

he hug me for a while. i sparkled.. its the first time a boy except liam or dad hug me.

and he run to up there.

i still speechless.. and get in to my home.. i cant wait for next swimming class!

*****

i'd ready with my pink blouses and black jeans, take my bag and walk lazily to get my shoe in my wardrobe.
i'm gonna to school today.

liam: "morning!"
me: "morning liam, hey tayla"
tayla: "wria!"
me: "mom? what can i eat today?"
mom: *smile* "i cook pancake" "wait"
me: "okay"
dad: "howdy hunn"
tayla: "dawdy!"

dad: "hey tayla!"

he grab her, she laugh. its so cute.
mom come, take a plate of pancakes on the table.
and the smallest for little tayla.

i get my dish and go to school.

*****

i seeing someone in coridor, i think its cody but..? cody school here too?
ya, it seems like cody, josh and carsley.
i walk nearly to them. and i was right.
carsley: "hey girl" *laugh*
me: "carsley?"

i give them smile, but the only one i hope for reply my smile just runaway his sight and walk roughly somewhere.
me: "he'snt like that last night"
carsley: "you say something?"
me: "mmm.. no"
josh: "i cant believe this, we're classmate, ria"
me: "is that? haha.. sorry i dont know detail about my classmate" *smile*
josh: "its okay"
me: "did carsley and cody.."
josh: "no they arent"
me: "ooh.."
carsley: "hihi, so.. bye bye" "see you in the lunch" *wave*
me&josh: "bye"

me and josh get in to class. he take a seat beside me in the corner of the class.
me: "josh"
josh: "ya?"
me: "i need your opinion"
josh: "okay, tell me your problem"
me: "okay well.. there was .. ah forget it"
josh: "why?"
me: "nah..nah" "just forget it"
josh: "okay if u say so" *smile*

********

bells ringing. i stand up and take the book to my locker.
i dont even know who are my classmate.
i bump someone. godnessss
me: "so..so..sorry i dont see you there"

i turn around and look at it.
it was tall boy with his atlethic body. i was speechless like 'woah'

him: "its okay"
me: "thanks"
him: "you okay?"
me: "ya"
him: "my name's lucas" "you can call me luke" "luke benward"
me: "ria" "ria henrietta payne"

he smile and wave to me. i walk slowly to outside and face a two girls screaming give the announcement but nobody cares.
they wear a glasses. they beautiful but they're nerd.
i walk gently, and notice them.

me: "hello? may i help you?"
girl1: "oh hi! thanks for come"
girl2: "i'm luciana, and she is jennifer"
lucy: "we're try to announce that library have a new book"
me: "mmm.. i can tell you the solution"
jennifer: "uw! whats that?"
me: "they never care of books"

jennifer: "you joking?"
me: "no, they're excited to make up than anything" "dont you think about it?"
lucy: "i know jenny, this what we do nothing"
me: "dont be sad" "i can help you"
jennifer: "with?"
me: "a girls in our school is crazy with fashion and anything" "why you dont get them to library?"
lucy: "library is a place for read a book" "how we can get all the make up in there?"
jennifer: "i have an idea! thanks ria! byee!"
me: "bye"

they run. its nice to help someone.

i walk again to the laboratory. i'd love to stay there. it smell.. it lights.. it landscape.. uh i love them!

i found mr.vinny like waiting for me.
me: "good afternoon mr"
vinny: "hey ria" "here you are"
me: "may i help you with something, sir?"
vinny: "i want you to bring this to them" "they're late to take my test"
me: "okay"
vinny: "thanks before"
me: "no problem, sir"

i get out from laboratorium. i see the name of it.
it was so strange.
the papers owner is.. carsley, luke, and cody

i run to the class and give it to luke.
looking for carsley and give it to him.

but i cant find cody.
maybe he've back to his home?
i get the paper on my bag.
i walk upstairs. i'd love to stay on the roof.

i find cody was there. look at the sky.
i turn back my self fast and want to go down. but its too late. he find me.
cody: "just come here"
me: "am i bothering y..y..o..you?"
cody: "no"

i sit beside him, it just little far from him.
cody: "get closer"
me: "?!"

he smile and scoot nearly to me. he rest his head on my arms. godness.. thats feel heavenly.
me: "you're different"
cody: "what?"
me: "nothing"

he hold my hand. it so sweet when we're together, when in the place just us alone. like world not have nobody else yet. and i just realize that my heart beat fast when we're together.

cody: "i need to go"
me: "see ya in uncle ben swim training"
cody: *smile* "see ya"

he wave to me and walk downstair.

i still speechless like a shit.
i look back to my hand. i still can feel his touch.

ben: "good job ria! come on!"

i swim swim swim and i can! owow!
me: "how's that unc?"
ben: "you learn fast" "hey boys, your turn" "i test you for that giant competition"
carsley: "okay sir!"
ben: "do the best! okay carsley! josh! cody! 1!2!3!"

they're get in to the water together. they swim like a fish. and cody is the first.
i sit on the wooden couch with my uncle. watch them training.
ben: "one more! one more boys and you get your lunch!"
"ria, take they towel"
me: "okay"
i take a 2 white towl and blue one.
they finish. carsley run and hug me. its too bad, his body wet.
me: *scream* "your body wet carsley! hahahaha" "here your towl"
carsley: "thanks"
josh: "give mine! give mine!"
me: "here"

as usual, cody walk roughly , he get his towl in my hand roughly.
cody: "carsley" "we need to talk"
carsley: "yes sir!"
cody: "stay there winnington"
josh: "okay simpson"

he sit beside me.
cody and carsley walk far away from us. they on the other side of the pool. they seems argue. when they find me i look at them, they get in to the bathroom.
josh: "i'm so tired" "would you get me a coke please beauty?"
me: "my pleasure" *smile*

i walk slowly to the canteen.
and while crossing men's bathroom, i hear that carsley and cody was argue.
cody: "i dont like the way you close with her! you know i like her since my first sight but what the hell now?!!"
carsley: "if you love her, tell her! dont act like you dont care!!"

oh, its about cody's feel. i know there's nothing with me.
i keep walk and realize that carsley is following me.
me: "hey" "carsley"
carsley: "hi"
me: "carsley, i notice you" "whats wrong?"
carsley: "nothing" *smile*
me: "carsley..."

he just wave to me and walk away.
i get a shower and take my bag. i wanna go home.
ben: "you wanna back now?"
me: "mhm"
ben: "tell your mom i said hi"
me: "kay" "bye uncle"
ben: "bye"

i go outside and find luke stand up beside the tree. seems waiting.
me: "lucas?"
luke: "oh.. hi!"
me: "what are you doing here? you join uncle ben's swim class too?"

luke: "n..n..no.. i.. i just.. pick you up"
me: "pick me up? oh, thanks but i think i can back by my self"
luke: "you dont like if i pick you up?"
me: "n..no..no no no i dont mean it! i swear! i just wondering"
luke: *smile* "so?"
me: "okay"
luke: "but.. i want ask you to waffle house before"
me: "okay" "thank, you know i'm hungry"
luke: "hehe.. okay well.. lets.."

he take my hand while cody out from the door and wear his hat. i take off his hand.. i dont know why but i dont feel good.
luke: "hey cody"
cody: "hey" "what are u doing?"
luke: "pick her up"
cody: *flat* "oh"
me: "bye cody"

he look at me with a cold and flat face. his habit make me confuse.

****

luke: "what do you like? strawberry or mocha?"
me: "mmm.. chocolate nice"
luke: "i take your order" "wait here"
me: "luke!"
luke: "ya?"
me: "mmm.. i think i want take it away" "i'd rather eat that with my siblings"
luke: "okay"

he walk to the cashier and give me a bag of waffle.
me: "how much is that?"
luke: "its free"
me: "hahaha, thanks"
luke: "your well"

i get my self lay on the sofa with uncontroled hair and uncontroled mind.
i never being crazy like this before a species name cody simpson come in to my life!

my little tayla shake me. her puppy eyes look at me. so cute.
me: "hey tayla"
tayla: "wria? youw crawying?"
me: "no i havent" "did i seeing like that?!"

i get up and look in to the mirror. she was right.
i take her and get her on her bed.
me: "goodnight tayla" "sweet dream"

i walk outside home and find cody was swimming on the sea. in the night like this?
i stay on palm tree's back. look at him with much admiring.
he make my day. he get my whole life.

but i think he find me! omg!

i hide behind the tree. a hand block me from the back. they're like hugging me. and they're holding each other.
me: "i'd never think your hands so long"

he turn back, and face me. its cody.
cody:"what are you looking at?"
me: *blushed*
cody: "ria..i..i.."
me: "cody?"
cody: "i want to tell you that..tha..that.. i.. i.."
liam: *scream* "hey!"

me: (i swear, you bothering us liam. let me give a mark on your face!) "hey liam!"
liam: "who's that?"
me: "cody! hide cody!" "nothing! i just.."
liam: "okay i go in first okay?"
me: "ya!"

he walk in to the home. cody get out from his hiding place.
cody: "why i must hiding?"
me: "m.. i dont know" "why you do that?"
cody: "i dont know"
me: "ah, i got it" "haahahaa"
cody: "you sweet when you smile"
me: "thanks" *smile* "i eat some sugar today"
cody: *laugh* "but..."

he push me to the tree. he block each other side of me with his hand. his blue eyes looking straight into mine.
cody: "please listen to me"
me: "..."
cody: "surely.. i.. i.. i dont like if you close to somebody else"

he turning his head. his blonde hair touch my chin.
i lift up his chin tenderly and look in to his eyes. his sight gonna deeply.
me: "why?"
cody: "because.."

he push my hand with his chin tenderly. his lips closer to mine and touch it.
he kiss me tenderly.
thats feel heavenly.

me: "c..c..co..co..cd..cody?"
cody: "i need to go"

he kiss my forehead and run up there.
i run to my room and bang the door.
i never feel heavenly like this before.
i jump to my bed and hug my patrick star doll.
i love the way he kiss me, i love the way he look in to my eyes.
i love the way he hold my hand.
and the surely is i love him.

i get a text on my phone. unknown number. did it was him?
"hey"
"cody?"

and it not answering.

******

jennifer: "i have a good news!"
me: "whats that?"
lucy: "your program is succes full!"
me: "how?"
jennifer: "we give them a gold ticket to saloon if they can read all the books in library for 1 year"
me: "like fulling library card?"
lucy: "mhm"
me: "hahaha, not bad girls. keep it up"
lucy: "thanks..! hey.. look.. who's that?"
jennifer: "a cold boy eva"
me: "Cody Robbert Simpson"

he walk roughly, get closer to me.
his hand hold mine.
cody: *whispering* "we need to talk"
me: "bye girls! i..i..i have something to do with him! bye!"
lucy&jennifer: "bye"

we go to rooftops.
he still holding my hand.
me: "whats up?"

cody: "i..i..i want you watch me on swim competition tomorrow"
me: *smile* "i'd love to"
cody: "thanks"
me: "you just want say it?"
cody: "i've something to tell you" "but isnt the time"
me: "oh well.. okay enjoy your lunch, cody" "bye"
cody: "w..wa..wait!!"

he hold my hand.

me: "ya?"
cody: "s..so..sorry for last night"
me: *smile* "its okay" "i like it" *laugh*

i run downstair. i'm so shy with my self. hahahaha.
while.. i met lucas on the stairs.
luke: "ria?"
me: "hey"

he smile and keep walk to up there.
i feel something wrong.
lucas wouldnt go there,
if there wasnt someone call him to go there.

i back go up. and stay on the higher stairs.
the door closed, but i still can hear what they say. they like argue..

cody: "hah, you gently enough to come here"
luke: "what do you want?"
cody: "you ask me?" "okay i'll answer" "i just want ask a question for you"
luke: "i'll answer"
cody: "gentle!" "okay..so.. what do you mean with pick her up tomorrow?"
luke: "i love her" "anything?"
cody: "ow! you strong enough to say that boy?"
luke: "what do you want cody?!"

i can hear that lucas push him to the wall.. godness..! what should i do now?!
cody: "i just want you go away from her! go away!"
luke: "shut up! do you think who you are?!"
cody: "i'm CODY SIMPSON! hear it?!" "leave her now"
luke: "no i wont"
cody: "yes you should!"

i open the door fully. and find cody want to shove lucas.
me: "what the hell is this?!"
cody: "w..wa..wait ria! this is not like what do you think!"
me: "i know at all cody! i know!
and i know why carsley far away from me now!"
cody: "ria! wait!"
me: "i hate you!"

i run roughly down to the stairs. the build was silent.
i run out and someone push me get in to the class.

cody's fast enough to do that.

me: "i dissapointed of you cody"
cody: "please.. listen to me carefully"
me: "whats that?! tell me whats that cody!!!"
cody: "..."

i still on my tears.
cody walk nearly to me and hug me tightly.
i place my hand on his chest and rest my head on it.
cody: "i'm sorry.."

he lift up my chin tender ly with his thumbs, and dried it with his other thumb.
i can see that he was cried too..
me: "cody" "you..."

his eyes look in to mine. he kiss my lips, gently.
i close my eyes. and hold his cheeks with my both hand.

*****

tonight i dont play with the sand. i just sit on my bed and look out the window. i still dont believe what he do to me.
someone come in, Liam.
liam: "hey princess"
me: "hm?"
liam: "whats going on? you'll get your period?"
me: "grr.. i just bad mood liam! just it!"

i yell at him. he look so surprised.
liam: "sorry"

he smile, wipe my hair and go outside. i love him. he know when he need leave me alone.

i still look outside. then seeing someone walk on the sand. it seems like cody.

he sit behind the palm tree. the tree whom being the proof of me and cody last night. he look at my home. from the ground to the top.
and stop when his eyes met mine.

i get in and take my mini white board with it marker.
write : "U OK?"
so big.

i show it, but he was gone. he dissapear?

i dont believe this?
i run downstairs and looking for him. i see he was walking on the street.

me: "cody!"

he turn back.. but.. isnt cody.
thats carsley.
carsley: "ria?"
me: "sorry i was thought that you're cody" "so.. you? who sit under the palm tree?"
carsley: "ya" "i want you to forgive me"
me: "you mean.. i give you apologize?"
carsley: "ya"
me: "for what? you have ain't mistakes with me"
carsley: "sorry for being cold in last week" "i'm so sorry"
me: "i know whats the 'causes" *smile* "its okay"
carsley: "thanks"
me: "where's him?"
carsley: "in his room" "maybe" *laugh*
me: "haha" "you trick me!"
carsley: "you go.. hey.. isnt cody?"
me: "where?"

he take his hand to a house where it window opened.
carsley: "CODY!"
me: "stupid! he will angry to you again!"
carsley: "no more" "i've tell him the truth"

he wave to cody. cody smile and get in back.
me: "i..i.. i think .. he wouldnt met me"
carsley: "no! wait for a while! he just want to.."

i run to my home, go to my room and go sleep.

jennifer: "you sure?"
me: "yes i am"
lucy: "how much persent is it?"
me: "100"
jennifer: "you wouldnt desperate?"
me: "i..dont know.. but i'm sure i wouldnt"
lucy: "the competition will started 10 minute again"
me: "i dont care"
jennifer: "please" "come there"
lucy: "he wait for you"
me: "listen guys, if he will waiting for me. he WOULDNT get in to his room when i look at him from the window!"
lucy: "o..o..okay , dont yelling at me"
me: "huh"

school still crowded even tough a sign to go home was ringing for 15 minute ago.

today's cody's tournament.
i mad to him, so i wouldnt come there.

i look at my watch. its 2pm.
the tournament has ready begin.
but josh bag still there.

and jennifer said that cody's bag still there too.

jennifer and lucy was back home. i sit on cody's class door. but i think if i get in will be better.

but the unfortunately, i fell asleep.

*****

"wake up! wake up!"

i open my eyes slowly and find cody stand in front of me.
me: "CODY ROBBERT SIMPSON?!! 11ST OF JANUARY NINETEEN NINTY SEVEN?!!! what are you doing in my room?!"
cody: "wake up! you're in my classroom!"
me: "classroom? .... oh my godness i fell aslept!"
cody: "wh..why you dont seeing my tournament?" "you've promise to me"
me: "because i want to being like you are! just it"
cody: "l...li..like me?"
me: *nodded head* *puppy face*
cody: "what do you mean?"
me: "i want to love someone when none saw it" *laugh*
cody: "awww"

he hug me tightly. i back hug him tighter.
cody: "how much do you love me?"
me: "count the stars and you find the answer"
cody: "but.. its evening?"
me: "exactly"
cody: "w..wha..what?!"
me: *laugh* "i'll not shining when a whole world lighten you"

we laugh together. he sit beside me, put his arm around me and kiss my lips tenderly.
me: "hey" "i have a joke"
cody: *laugh* "really? whats that? tell me!"
me: "you want to hear my lips new voice?"
cody: "uh? okay.. whats that?"
me: "just kissing!" *laugh*

i cant stop laugh, but he shut me up with kiss me tenderly. for a minute.

THE END

HAHAHAH! whats going on with this story?! well done, i love it well♥

i'll be back with much ridicolous story again! HAHAH
hope u like it

Persiapan UN

untuk :
Linda Handayani
di Bandung

Assalamualaikum wr.wb.
Halo linda, apa kabar? kabarmu harus baik ya Linda!
Sebentar lagi, kita UN harus dalam keadaan sehat.
Oh iya Linda, bagaimana persiapanmu menjelang UN?
Di sini, di Semarang juga sudah sibuk dengan berbagai try out dan pemantapan.
Saya juga sudah dag-dig-dug tahu un sebentar lagi.

Insya Alloh jika nilau UN saya besar-besar, saya ingin bisa SMK di Bandung. Semoga saja kita bisa satu sekolah lagi ya, ini sudah 5 tahun ya.
Sejak saya pindah ke Semarang. Saya rindu waktu kita mengerjakan tugas bersama.


Salam hangat,
Ria Lestari
di Semarang

see ya!

i'm too lazy for turn off the computer!
see you soon guys!
i'll get my imagination for next crazy thing!
i'll theme it as.. CODY SIMPSON love story!
you could read it, share it to your friends, tell your mom or you need call the ambulance to my home if you think i'm crazy.
yepp.. muggle is human too.
i got sleepy!
good night all!
love, little muggle :)

Next Love story

have u reas my hold on 'til stranded? i swear you'll laugh 'cause i dream too big! haha..
here is the next love story! yapp! hope u like it! i need a comment #MuggleGoingHard

Hi! imma cody simpson niece ! here is Ria Heffley.

for weekend now, i take holiday in simpsons house.

i love chocolate, hate cheese and lizard. has a blonde hair and green eyes

now, i'm 14th.

i packed my things. my big brother, rodrick heffley was helping me. my little brother, gregory heffley just stay with his PSP.

rodrick: “can you take your eyes off from the PSP , gregory?”

greg: “sure”

rodrick: “your sister need help! and you just playing psp? So funny”

greg: *rolled eyes*”okay, what can i do?”

me: “can u help me to bring this to car?”

greg: “sure”

mom: “ria, where's manny?”

me: “idk, didn't he just calculating our money? for saying a bad thing?”

mom: “huh” *rolled eyes*

rodrick: “i'll missing you little sister”

me: “me too rodrick, succes for your loded diper!”

rodrick: “thanks honey! bye!”

greg: “bye! don't forget to buy twisted wizard 4!”

me: “hahaha, bye bye!”

the cars go, me and dad was listening music. we live in sydney, and we take a hour for go to gold coast.

me: i'll miss greg and my lovely rodrick

dad: how about manny?

me: huh, an arrogant rich toddler

dad: gimme your phone

me: ahha i just kidding daddy

when on the way, greg was calling me.

me: what do you want?!

rodrick: it's me little baby, rodrick

me: brother!

rodrick: haha, i will miss u

me: yea, me too

rodrick: you will met your little groom honey

me: oh please brother, it when i was 6th! don't remind it

rodrick: haha

me: why don't u call me by your phone?

rodrick: my phone was died, again, so, gregory was angry. bye!

me: bye

he hang up the phone. i put my iPhone4 back to my pocket.

dad: who's that? your boyfriend?

me: oh dad, it's rodrick

dad: who's your boyfriend now?

me: oh dad please, i dont have boyfriend

dad: okay, i hope your little groom have a great boy for you cause i was saw him

the car stop, in front of simpsons house.

i out from the car, i run an hug cody.

me: hi cody, i miss you

cody: haha, me too. uh , you still beautiful

me: thanks! you too my groom. hahaha

cody: okay, let me help you

me: okay, thanks

brad: hello heffley! how's sydney?

dad: still busy

me and cody go to upstairs. i look alli was on the phone and screaming when i come to alli's room

alli: why u don't talk before you will come?

me: surprise! hehehe

tom, they little brother run, and hug me though

tom: heffley.. i miss you

me: me too tommy, how's your condition?

tom: i'm fine, thanks

angie: okay everybody, let's have a lunch

alli: okay mom, i'll downstairs on 10 minutes!

cody: it's manny still rich?

me: yeah, and still annoying

alli: how's rodrick? did he have a girlfriend?

me: yeah,

alli: oh, not again

tom: how's greg?

me: he still playing psp

we're downstairs, and go to dinning room.

my dad was join too, he'll back until he didn't tired again.

cody: uh, mom. did grey father had called u?

angie: yes honey, they'll come on 12pm

cody: allright, i must prepare for my bestfriend!

me: who'll come, alli?

alli: greyson chance, his bestfriend

me: oh, yea i know him.

tom: he'll spend his holiday here too!

me: is that mean..?

brad: yea, our house will full of teenage. haha

dad: okay brad simpson, i think i must go home. gregory was called me.

brad: okay, be carefull!

dad: thanks

when dad was gone, one car stop. is that greyson chance? oh yea, i'm right.

angie: i think its grey

cody: i'll open the door!

cody run and back with greyson chance.

me: *wishpered* he is so hot

alli: say it to grey! or you lost everything

me: uuh, please!

i rolled my eyes and go upstairs. i was looking tom sleeping on his bed, the door is open, sooo large.

i close the door, and go to alli's room.

i lying on alli's bed and forget to close the door.

grey: who's that?

cody: she's my niece.

grey: um, seems beautiful

cody: she's very beautiful. lets go.

i heard it! i heard it!! grey was said i'm beautiful! waaaa

am i dreaming? not again!

when i downstairs, i seein' grey was watching spongebob.

he's smile to me and i lose control! hahaha :D

my forehead hitting wall. it's so embarrased

grey: are you okay?

me: yeah i'm okay.

grey pulled my hand and gotta touch my forehead

grey: it gotta purpless!

me: it'll be okay, don't worry. i'll back to alli's room, bye

but i crash it back. err

grey: are you really okay?

me: yeah yeah i think

i just nodded my head and go upstairs. it so embarrased! ihk!

i got my iPhone4 was ringing again. it's greg.

me: gregory? or rodrick?

greg: it's me, gregory.

me: what's up little brother?

greg: ah.. can u ask tom did he have twisted wizard 4?

me: uh .. okay

greg: thank you beautiful sister!

he hang up the phone, i went to tom's room.

me: hi tom

tom: hi,

me: are you have twisted wizard 4?

tom: yes sure!

me: can i ?

tom: for greg? sure, you can take it when u will back to sydney

me: thanks a lot tom!

i kissed his cheek. and go

when i crossing cody's room, i heard he was calling me

cody: heffley?

me: yea simpson?

cody: can u take your minute?

me: for?

cody: just simple chatting with me, and greyson. and tea, without cheese

me: oh, i'd love too

i get into his room and take a seat. greyson was there too.

cody: i was talking about, how if we throw a party on 22nd?

grey: isn't bad. wanna try?

me: i think we need agreement for your parent

cody: i know it! but i need a decoration. i heard from rodrick that u can drawing

me: uh .. yeaa .. just small thing about it

cody: okay, let's started!

grey: what things we need?

cody: stereo, audio, light and food . just it

grey: 22nd is tommorow. right?

cody: yeah. it was right

me: u need agreement now cody, so we can prepare. we can't prepare if we didn't have agreemnt

cody: let me downstairs. i'll come back

he out from the room, and i'm here, with grey

grey: ah , hi

me: hi

grey: u look beautiful on that short dress

me: thanks, i..i.. love your shirts

grey: may i ask something?

me: yea?

grey: are you ...

cody: yeaaah ! we have a agreement !

ahh cody you losing my chance to heard grey ask me single or not! *is that ?*

grey: and so, we need a guest .

cody: okay heffley, write it

me: i'm on my pen

cody: stella hudgens, hailey Baldwin, bella thorne

grey: heyya! they was very first .okay, next

cody: justin bieber, usher

grey: hey, it just for teenage

cody: delete usher. we need my neighbour. okay, don’t forget to invite my mate, carsley, josh and jake , rene, lily, jill, michael, alex, tap, jimmy, harold bla bla bla

grey: u didn't invite lauren?

cody: wuhuu .. someone remember it!

me: can we invite luke benward?

cody: okay we'll invite they

me: it's better

grey: yea

cody: are u close with benward , heffley?

me: yea, he's my bestfriend. and i hope he can be my boyfriend

grey: um

me: ugh

alli come into cody's room. she take cody's jacket and go downstair

cody: alli ! wanna invite u'r friends for party tommorow?

alli: i'll call them. i need your jacket

cody: okay. we've finished for now!

angie: cody!! go downstairs! we'll dinner!

cody: okay mom

grey: i think time is walking quickly

i dont go for dinner first. i take a bubble bath and use my short dress. then, go dinner

everybody look at me. cody, grey, alli, tom, angie and brad.

i can feel my cheek was redness.

me: am i looking wrong?

alli: no! you so beautiful..

grey: (speechless) y.. you?!

cody: oh god, don't make me fallin' love to my niece !

angie: waw, take your seat princess

me: thanks angie

i gotta seat beside grey, i looking to alli and give her a good clue. she's laugh.

my iPhone4 was vibrating. it's alli message.

a: look, grey looking at you at long dinner! lol. good luck honey

r: good luck for what?

a: take his heart ;;)

i looking at grey, and it was right. he was looking at me. i can feel my cheek was very red.

i go to alli's room, alli follow me.

alli: take your PJs

me: okay ,

alli: wanna share something?

me: yeaa i had some question for you

alli: waw! it'll be exams! haha

me: alli, listen. this is serious!

alli: okay, what's that?

me: who is lauren?

alli: you don't know her?

me: no, i don't so i ask you

alli: lauren is greyson ex

me: ah .. did she's beautiful?

alli: yeah .. i think yes

me: okay , thanks

alli: u go sleep now?

me: umm .. yeah

it was 6am . alli still on her bed. i take bath and dressing with short dress. I really like use a short dress!

my iPhone4 was ringing. it was gregory.

me: hello? what's up brother?

rodrick: hey, it's me . rodrick

me: why u never use your phone to call me?

rodrick: my phone was died! again.

me: i wondered, what the hell you use it until it get died everyday?!

rodrick: hehehe. how's your condition baby girl?

me: very well. cody will throw a party now. wanna join?

rodrick: too far.

me: how's yours?

rodrick: not too bad

me: where's greg?

rodrick: he still sleep

me: is that rowley there?

rodrick: yeah, why u know ?

me: he's voice. so loud. haha

rodrick: okay, bye bye beautiful baby. i miss you

me: bye bye my lovely brother

rodrick: muuuuach

me: muuuuuuuuuuuach

he hang up the phone. i seein' alli was looking at me.

alli: awwww ? your crush boy? Who’s that? luke benward?

me: no, its rodrick

alli: why don't you give that thing to meee? i'm very waiting for hiiiim

my iPhone4 was ringing again. it's luke benward

me: hi lucas, wazzup?

luke: i just want to heard your voice

alli: loudspeaker!

me: (nodded)

luke: how's your condition?

me: very well. you?

luke: so bad

me: uh? why?

luke: i gotta purpless sign on my forehead

me: what you was doing?

luke: hehehe

me: have you received an e-mail from cody?

luke: yeah, i'll go at 5pm. when it started?

me: 7.30 i'll waiting for you

luke: thanks, i miss you. bye

me: miss you too, bye

alli: huuuuuww lucas will be yours for a second few

me: hah, I’m not sure

alli: okay, i want to take a bath

me: i'll go downstairs

when I’m on stair, i seein' grey on dinning room, was playing with his phone.

me: hi grey, is that lauren will come to our party?

grey: phew, yeah she will. how about lucas?

me: he will come, too

i jump and walk to backyard. helping cody to decorated.

i feel wrong when he ask me about lucas.

grey walk near to me, he help us.

when i want to put a lamp, a lizard was fell to my foot. i screaming and jump into grey. he take the lizard and trash it. i feel so scared

grey: are you ok? you so pale

me: no, im not

and i was hug grey. i'm scared.

cody: *fake cough*

me: i think i need some water

i take off my hand from grey and come into simpsons house.

i was sitting bye the water with my crush, luke benward. he sooo hot! and handsome.

luke: hey, whats up?

me: ah .. ah .. nothing

luke: you're so cute with that dress

me: thanks, nice suit dear

luke: can u reply?

me: ah .. £6000 for reply! hehe

luke: hahaha

he kiss my cheek. owh, good taste.

luke: did u love me?

me: ... yea, hbu? did u love me?

luke: yeah. but we can't be together. and u know why

me: yeah, i known it

luke: thanks and i'm sorry

me: it's okay. never can be a problem.

i hug him, he said he want back now.

i cried and run into the house. i stayed at quiet living room, with my tears

someone walking near to me. it's tom, with his pajamas.

tom: why u don't have fun out there sister?

me: i can't

tom: come on, cody waiting for u

me: okay, i'm down now

tom: i'm sleeping now

he's go to his bedroom. and i back to party.

i seein' alli, cody, grey and lauren was on 1 table with 2 empty chair. i join there.

alli: where's your prince?

me: back to his hell

cody: so, u will not back to your house?

lauren: no.. it was close to midnight

me: where is bella?

cody: she has back

alli: u can stay here. i will share my room with you and ria too

lauren: thanks ! it'll be unforgettin night

me: haha *fake laugh*

cody: u look pale heffley, why?

me: no.

we upstairs. me, alli and lauren was ready in a pajamas.

alli and lauren was very close. they lay in 2 side of the bed. i out from that room

lauren: where u will gone?

me: this is not enough. i'll sleep with tom.

i knock the door, no one answer. i got into tom room and take a nap beside him. and hug him, with my tears.

Someone open tom's room door. isn't locked.

grey: ria? are you still wake?

me: ................... yeah

grey: would u out and take a little chatting with me?

me: sure, wait on sofa

grey: okay

it was 2am. He waiting me on sofa, i dont know why he can find me there . and i dont know why i got a insomnia after a big party.

I sit beside him,

me: am i bothering you?

grey: no, i can't sleep

me: um when u will performance ?

grey: 11am

me: where?

grey: presenter

me: oh

grey: u can go ?

me: i hope yes, but idk

grey: why? u will go out with alli? or lucas?

me: no, it's impossible

grey: ha? impossible?

me: he has someone, special

grey: u mean .. girlfriend?

me: yeah,

grey: who is her?

me: idk, i just looking at his picture

grey: okay, may he's not for you right now

me: thanks. u make me better

i took my head to his arms and i fall a sleep.

finish take bath, i wake tom up.

me: tommy, wake up. we waiting for breakfast.

tom: i'll come.

me: (singing)

he's sees everything black and white, never let nobody see him cried, i just don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

someone open the door. i close my lips. i forget, i never want someone heard my voice! and nobody know i can singing!

grey: what are u doing there?

me: uh .. waiting tom ?

grey: let's downstairs. everybody waiting you and tom

me: ah .. okay

grey: now!

he pull my hand, my heart beatin' fast! ooooh noo! i feel something crazy! i'm fallin' love with him again!

i dont seein' alli there.

me: where's alli?

angie: she in her room, she gotta sick

me: i think i need to see her

grey was hold my hand, lauren look at me with her sharp eyes.

grey: stay, u need breakfast.

me: alli is better important than me!

lauren: let her, dear

what ?! what ?! what i heard before ? dear? am i .. ? oh gosh !!! isn’t they was break up?!

he let me go, i look at they, fake a smile. and run away.

me: alli ..

alli: ria

cody: u're so pale. eat that, it will be better

alli: what's that?

cody: pancake, mom was made it

me: alli, i need to take breakfast. may i leave you alone?

alli: its ok.

me: okay, come on cody

cody: bye

when i at dinning room, grey was use his jacket.

me: where will you go?

lauren: u don't need to know

me: um ..

grey: we'll performance. wanna go?

me: ah ..

lauren: she didn't have ticket. lets go sweetie. i won't your fans waiting !

grey: i'm on my way.

they go, grey give me a wave. i fake a little smile.

cody: u look sad. want to go beach?

me: up to you

cody: okay, let's go

we go to beach, it still beautiful.

cody: u look very sad. can u tell me something?

me: is that?

cody: yeah.

some paps and fans take picture with us.

cody: it's enough, i want make my girlfriends smile!

fans: is that true she's your girlfriend?

me: no! imma his niece! haha

fans: phew.

cody teach me to surfing, he's a best cousin. i love him .

me: cody! here! (under umbrella)

cody: um?! what ! wait a minute (on surf board)

we're stand up, and I hug cody tightly. he kiss my forehead.

cody: family kiss paps!

me: ah.. yeah

we're changing our clothes and back home.

me: where is grey?

brad: he performance

me: i was forget

i go to alli, my iPhone4 was ringing. it was greg, and i give it to alli, cause i know. it was rodrick, not gregory.

and my feeling right.

alli's finish talking with rodrick. and now, i had been cried.

alli: why you crying?

i hug alli for a while.

me: *cry* i gotta jealous

alli: to?

me: lauren! she was call grey with honey, baby, dear, lovely or everything fucking word! and and and i can't !! it very hurt for me alli .. it's hurt .. *hiks* *hiks*

alli: okay, listen to me, said it to grey and it'll be better.

me: but .. lauren is his ex and he still loving her

alli: o yeah? i think no

me: hah, up to you

alli: let's go

me: where to?

alli: studio

we drive to the studio. we take a seat on G7 and G6

it was looking grey and lauren on 1 stage. ahh .. it's hurt to see their so close.

presenter: so, are you have feeling to greyson chance. lauren?

lauren: wanna lie? or honestly? okay, for lie, i dont. but honestly, i love him

presenter: hbu, grey?

grey: i love her.

me: (hurt) (planning to kill my self)

grey: but, i had someone who very special . she's not there. she's Ria Lestari Heffley..

me: (speechless!) *screaming* I'M HERE !!!! (close mouth) oh my god what I was doing before?!!

everybody look at me, the lights was shining me.

they want i go to the stage. uh.

me: alli?!

alli: just go, i'll wait

i take a seat beside lauren. she rolled her eyes. but i just fake a smile.

presenter: Ria Lestari Heffley, umm Cody Simpson niece, right?

me: yeah.

grey: and Greyson Michael Chance is her boyfriend

he kissed me tenderly , though,

lauren looking so emotional and rolled her eyes to me.

THE END

hahaha! i love happy ending!

Hold On 'Til Stranded

hi guys! little muggle here! you must know that i'm a big dreamer.
and i was crazy if i dream about greyson chance
so check what i do with my imagination! sorry for the bad language. i dont speak english well. hahaha :)

hi, I’m Ria Ben ward. Luke Ben ward little sister.

have green eyes and black hair. adore bread much and hate pork so bad. color? blue, green, white and black!

*story*

me: 1..2..3.. well. finish!

I close the book then pack it on my bag. I really hate when summer will come, school will be ended on summer. and it mean I can't study fully every day.

grey: woo don't you know it doesn't matter when sun going down on me ~

me: hey. what are you doing there? help me pack this. little London girl? what do you mean

grey: just listen it. here

I sit next to him, he smile then wrap his arm around me as he place the hands free on my ear. this is beat my heart go fast.

grey: how it was?

me: mmm.. nice

why I’m doubt full if greyson want to tell 'little London girl' as beautiful London?

the word in the song .. so..

he met me at cafe, with my summer style (sunglasses, leather boots)

ah! I don't care

he is Greyson Chance the artist, young singer, my best friend, my class mate, and my neighbor. I know him since he still wear diapers. until he hold iPod or iPhone now. he became a singer since lady gaga call him. he gave me lady gaga's number. and I have it , but I won't calling it.

grey: if you love it. I will give you 1 cd of " hold on 'til the night"

me: you bring it?

grey: nope, maybe tomorrow I’ll bring it one. just if you want.

me: bring it. I’ll pay. come on let's back home. this class going to be so scary

grey: come on!

he wrap his hand on my waist. so sweet .. but.. I don't need to be in love with him! Cause I’ve been crush with him

grey: why your waist going to be so..

me: what? large ? or small ?!! oh my good I need minimize choco consume.

grey: no, it so slim

he kiss my forehead. then smile naughty to me.

me: this is on the street, greyson. don't be crazy

grey: well.. well.. okay leggo

for surely, I want it but I’m so mad

he walk in front of me, I laugh cause he just so funny. he do like a child. never can be like teenage.

me: hey, wait grey

I jump to beside him, then I laugh as I hold his hand. my god..

why I do this ?! aright!

me: sorry.

grey: it’s okay

he hold my hand back as he smile to me then walk side by side with me.

***

my home was very quiet.. it so quiet.. too quiet. everybody wasn't there. Lucas, dad, mom and Charlie (my lil bro)

I run to my room then drop myself on it.. so tired. much matery in my brain. numeric, rule, specific answer and .. greyson

I’d crush with him since I’m 6 y.o I don’t know why I can't forget it until he be a singer now.

when Unfriend You music video I’d watch and drop my tears. cause I can't look somebody else with him.

I know this is maybe too .. much more. but .. this is real, everybody know heart never can be lied.

I change my outfit then go out with my bicycle. ask grey to bike together.

ride to grey house is not make me tired. it just .. so nearly? maybe?

me: *scream* greeeey ! want to biking ?!

grey: wait there ! I’m ready!

waiting 1 minute and he was out with his bicycle.

grey: well, we go to?

me: just arrounding this block. cause I just need fresh air.

grey: leggo my Cheyenne

me: Cheyenne???

grey: hehehe, that’s your name if I call you

me: hmm.. okay Stephen

grey: Stephen?

me: *sing* hey Stephen I can give you fifty reason why I should be the one your choose! hahahaha

grey: haha, leggo

we both laugh, then we keep ride until feel so tired. I stop in front of park. parking my bike then sit on the bench. he sit next to me. then sleep on my lap.

me: hahaha, so tired

grey: hahahaha, you foolish

me: hahahahaha

then we laugh.. laugh and stop. the air go so fresh.. my feel going to be good.

grey: hey look

me: what?

grey: look.. is that something in my eyes?

me: where?

I look into his eyes. it sharp and chocolate. his face and mine so close. his hand lift down my chin. he start to want to kiss me, but I back sit , and make my back good.

grey: sorry

me: it’s okay

grey: I just ..

he get up and sit. his face so nearly from mine.

grey: I just can't help myself if I’m with you and there's none else

me: stop to flirt. I feel wet

grey: is that? hahaha

me: but..

grey: but?

me: *whispered* just do it if you want.. cause honestly I want too

grey: ah? pardon me?

me: forget it!

grey: okay

we then laugh again.

I stand up, want to take my bicycle then go home. but grey pull me, he hug me tight so I sit on his lap now. as he hug me tight

me: g..g..grey?!

grey: don't leave me alone!

me: okay okay.

he take off his hand then riding his bicycle. I following him. then get in to my house when I know my family was back.

lie: hey sister!

me: hey.. what’s that?

lie: my big robot! cool! isn't it?

me: yes,

Luke: hey, you didn't lock the house

me: sorry! I’ve biking with greyson

mom: okay, take a bath then all prepare for dinner

me: Kay

I walk to stairs, Lucas follow me, he take his hand on my shoulder.

Luke: you hug him?

me: no *blush*

Luke: you kiss him?

me: no! *blush*

Luke: you date him?

me: no!! *blush*

I run to my room and bang the door.

Lucas can be annoying sometimes. though..

take a bath then I change to my pajamas. I’ve receive text from .. greyson

from: greysoneeee :x

text : good night ! :)

to : greysoneeee :x

text: night :)

I get it to my pocket then go downstairs for dinner.

take a seat between Lucas and Charlie is the badly time Eva..

cause you will hear from right ear and left a complicated argumentation.

dad: *munch* *munch* you'll take shoot tomorrow?

Luke: yes

dad: how about you?

me: yap. me too

lie: and me! and me!

Luke: shut up Charles!

mom: and eat your dinner, Lucas!

me and Charlie high five. we laugh together then look at Lucas with annoying eyes.

Luke: look this night!

I laugh then go to my room. want to go sleep! tomorrow I must go to school though..

then I receive 2 messages from grey..

from: greysoneeee :x

text : have you get your dish?

to : greysoneeee :x

text: yes, that’s delicious :-9

from: greysoneeee :x

text : good night, see u soon at school!

I screaming loud and jump on my bed. he give me text first! aaaaa

lie: is that something bad happen?

me: nothing. hehe

then I receive message from my classmate, Mile.

Continue

from: Mile :)

text : did u know we'll have a new friend?

to : Mile :)

text: oh! is that? who is that?

from: Mile :)

text : I heard she's name Cheyenne Clarkes

I stop for a while.. then turn off my iPhone. I won't re-read the message.

but.. you know why I feel so worried about girl with name Cheyenne this. I don’t know why but I can't relax.. I won't someone take greyson heart from me.

*next day*

mile: why you didn't reply my message?! you know that night I’ve been so bored so I notice you about the girl

me: okay sorry mile, but I’m so sleepy last night

today the new student will start school. I’m at my locker, put off some books as I argue with mile about last night.

mile: I think .. the girl named Cheyenne will be so stupid

me: why?

mile: cause she.. smart on fashion

I look at where mile take her eyes. girl with long brown hair, wear a fashion style . she so cool. yes, I think she will be bullies then .. going to be b*itch

me: are you sure Cheyenne is that girl?

mile: yes, cause I know all the people around us at the school, Jane!

me: please don't call me with my middle name!

she take my hand then we go to class. I sat with mile, greyson is in front of me, he sat alone.

Mr. Tinny come with Cheyenne. I think I will going to kill him tonight. cause he place the b*itch beside my greyson..

he look so.. admiring she much.. I know I want to drop this tears. but it’s still 9am. too quick for cry.

mile: hey, did you write ... oh my god what the hell did you write it?!

me: I’m not on my mood

mile: please.. you a star student! what happen with you?

me: this is not easy like the way you see...

I look at greyson and Cheyenne. they so close.. laugh, write, chat.. and it make me hot.

mile: listen

me: ...

mile: why you never tell him you have a heart for him?! I know he will wait for you feel it

me: please.. I’m not on my mood right now

I shake my hand. Mr. Tinny look at me, I just ask his permission to go to toilet.

need to drop something.

Cheyenne ?? I’ve heard it but.. when it was?

I’m trying to remember..

oh yes it was when greyson say my name was 'Cheyenne' if he call me.

and now, he don't need his fake Cheyenne. he have the real one.

lunch time comes, I’d go and stay with my mates.

mile , Bella and catty.

me: hi guys

Bella: hi!

mile: hi, seems so bad?

catty: what’s wrong?

me: that girl with named Cheyenne take my love

mile: you.. felling' love with her?!

me: I mean.. she take greyson from me

Bella: you know, she is Cody’s friend. the best liar I’ve ever knew

me: you've know her before?

Bella: well.. she's Cody ex

catty: but.. she beautiful and..

me: stupid, tough

Bella: yes, she look like never heard what the teachers said

catty: I think she will be a next b*itch after Julie

mile: yes, I can predict it!

we both laugh, I open my jam bun then bite it slow.

we can go home after lunch time over. I always go to school by my bicycle.

"ring ding dong, ring ding dong"

well, that’s mean I need to go home or my mom will going to kill me.

"ria! ria!"

grey screaming, he walk over me with Cheyenne.. though..

grey: this is Cheyenne. Cheyenne, this is ria. my best friend and Luke ben ward lil sis.

chay: Cheyenne

me: benward

I go to bike park then ride fast. my tears drop quickly ..

I can't help myself when I seeing' Grayson take her hand.

I look back, there was greyson with his bicycle screaming my name as he following me.

I ride quickly, to somewhere and is not to my house. this went to hill.

the sky gone dark.. its dark cloud up there. going to rain.

and there was .. rain..

I still ride, and he still following me.

rain go so heavy, I take my bicycle and stay behind the tree.

greyson run to my place. he look so getting cold. but he take off his black jacket and make it recover me.

grey: you need it

me: grey..

he look to the grass. he looking so cold.

I hug him.

me: you need this

grey: thanks..

he hug me back.. the rain didn't stop to drop. why rain gone so heavy?!

I take my phone from my purse. but I didn't get the signal.

me: you get it?

grey: no, you?

me: I didn't

grey: I’m so wet

me: me too

I look back to him, then hug him again. he so cold. and me too.

me: where were now?

grey: gold hills

me: ...

the rain go ? whoa.. that’s cool

grey: I think we need go home now, before rain go so strong

me: look!

I take my finger to what I was see

its rainbow.. so beautiful

me: beautiful..

grey: beautiful.. so beautiful

he kiss my cheek so tenderly, I look at him. he smile, then hold my hand. I stand up and go to my blue bicycle..

***

me: and it was a long day

catty: it’s so wonderful love story

me: what beautiful if the boy who you talking' about is flirt with new b*itch in our school?

Bella: we need talk to her

me: no, you shouldn't do it

mile: why?

me: cause I know she will talk to grey and it'll be a long trouble

mile: so.. what should we do for you now? eh by the way Bella I sit with you today

catty: okay I’ll with Mina

me: okay.. I just..

Mr. Duff come to our class. he take a handsome boy! with black hair, blue eyes and cool style.. named Stephen whoa!

Mr.: okay, so you Steve. you can sit with... mrs. benward

me: omg

Mr.: Mrs. benward please stand up. so, Stephen can walk to you

everyone look at me. I stand up and the boy walking' to me. as he smile to me. god..

maybe Taylor swift titled 'hey Stephen' available for me now..

Steve: hi, Stephen herbiest

me: hi, Ria Benward

Steve: middle name?

me: Jane

Steve: Todd, Mrs. benward

he smile then open his book. omg.. the way he walk.. way he talk.. way he said my name

it's beautiful and wonderful..

***

me: and I think he'll be good best friend!

Luke: so what would you do with greyson?

me: I don't know Lucas.. he'd injured me

Luke: it's okay, just do what you want. okay?

me: so..?

Luke: take Stephen attention. okay?

me: okay! i'll do it!

Luke: wait *open his iPhone* *read text* Lucas please talk to your sis to meet me at park. I can't call her phone. it was died. I’ll waiting. grey

my phone was I left at my room. and now I was have little chit-chat with my brother. he was right, 19 missed call from grey. ah what Eva!

I won't meet him. I’d heard rumor about he is Cheyenne boyfriend. and that’s make me injured. he must know that..

after 1 hour, he call me. but I didn't answer.

the rain back drop.. omg.. it’s so heavy

from: greyson :p

text : I’ll waiting 'til u come. no matter what

argh! what does he want?

I take umbrella and my jacket but I didn't wear it.

the rain go strong. I don't know what will he do in the middle of the heavy rain like this..

I walk to the park then I speechless.. I seeing' Greyson sit on the couch, he smile looking at me. and he still sit.

grey: I’ve been here since 2 hour ago.. I’ll waiting cause I know you will come

I run over him then recover him with my jacket and sit next to him with my umbrella.

he smile, his body shaking by himself it means he so.. cold

I hug him.. he rest his head on mine. his hair so wet badly.

me: why you gonna do this?

grey: I just want sure are you still care with me or no..

me: why?! you know I’m so care to you.. you're my best friend since we still baby. and I can detect your character when we meet again at that cafe.. I’m your best friend. I’ll never let you fall down

grey: best friend

me: ..y..yea.. best friend

he look into my eyes. so deeply..

I’m holding his both hand.

then smile.

I take my umbrella with him. he looking so tired. I’m sorry grey.. I don't know you want to do like this.

me: promise to me you wouldn't do like this anymore

grey: hmmm..

me: hhh.. okay if you won't

he looking to the grand. I take him in my arms. and we in front of greyson home.

me: get in

grey: thanks

me: bye

he walk quickly to his home.

the rain going to be so heavy, I walk slowly with my blue umbrella to my home. I seeing' Lucas and Charlie was watching Ben 10.

me: hey

Luke: he... what are you was doing ?!! your body so wet ?!!!

lie: oh my god

me: I.. I walk in the pour in rain. isn't sweet?

Luke: what the hell honey, take a bath then take your dinner! or you will got sick

lie: I’ll make chocolate for you

me: thanks Charlie. I’ll take a bath!

****

Bella: pest!

me: what?

Bella: hhh.. ready for today?

me: uh? ready for what?

Bella: please! today we have a sport class!

me: oh my god.. you know I hate that much

Bella: yea me too.. what should've we do then??

me: go to yard?

Bella: today is soccer !

me: hmmm.. I can't play it so badly

Bella: so.. we stuck in the class with this math and 12 minute ready for ball

me: Bella.. I can't play soccer!

Bella: did u think I can?!

me: no.. you always in your catwalk .. and you playing soccer?? that’s enough.. too freak

Bella: well, today will be a good day. hhh

me: hmmm..

today was Wednesday and I get soccer lesson hour 10 minute again. you know.. me and Bella the only who hate that. cause we .. can't do anything

mile sit there with catty. and Bella sit next to me. behind Cheyenne.

she close the book as she get out her phone from her pocket.

Bella: well, ready for soccer?

me: never

the bell start ringing, for me and Bella , it was a ring for doomsday will come. greyson looked back to get his cloths on his bag. his eyes look into mine.

grey: look much worried?

me: he.. nothing

Bella ask me to go to change room. we walk together as slowly as we can.

Bella: I don't know why I never feel belong to sport

me: I’d prefer to writing my next fairytale 90 part then do soccer

okay, we done with this. go to yard. phew... our teacher, Mr. nick was there it mean, me and Bella can't go out.

me: oh my god I’m going to die

Bella: I think I’ll die after you

nick: okay studs! make a line! for now, we'll play soccer! girls, you're first

okay Bella. lets die together.

we look each other. her beautiful face going to pale. and I think mine too.

me and Bella be the back players. I was imagined how if I meet Justin bieber? my idol? but I think this is not time for imagine something.

ball come over me and hit my face. god. it's pretty nice.

Bella: are you okay?!

me: I think.. this all rolled

I back sleep on the grand. greyson sit next to me. take me on his arm.

that’s feel peacefully

grey: hey ?? are you okay?

me: am I still alive?

grey: y..yeah.. why this can happen?

me: who are you?

grey: omg u lost your memories?!

me: no. you greyson. I know it

grey: phew.. don't make me worried to much

me: oh god.. my head

grey: hold on

greyson hold my both shoulder. phew. this world rolling too quick.

I seeing' Cheyenne with the king of b*itch, Julie walk nearly .

chay: hey greyson. may i sit there?

grey: sure

i just want hit her from the front! she sit on my honey bunny sweetie's lap?! what the hell?!!

grey: Cheyenne? are you ok?

chay: sure. this seat, I enjoy this

me: sorry. I think I must go

joule: yea .. I hope you seeing your face when the ball hit you

chay: bump! awww! hahahaha

okay b*itch, laugh loud as you can! greyson why you didn't stop me? okay I think I start.. faint now

Steve: hey! stop to walk!

me: ng? okay *lay on the ground*

Steve: what’s going on??

me: that’s shit ball hit my head

Steve: okay, take my hand. we go to class

he hold my hand then take me on his arm. I look back. greyson was stare at us. but Cheyenne still on his lap. I back walk by myself.

Steve: hey! you still sick!

me: no Stephen! I’m fine! thanks

I fake a smile to him. but something going wrong. I hit the tree. That’s really nice

well, this star stud going to be fool today. I touch my forehead. oh god it was like someone kick it hard.

greyson stand up, Cheyenne fell down. he run over me. take me on my arm.

grey: you need stay in class

me: t..t..thanks

Steve: hey Grayson, what happen with Cheyenne?

grey: what?

Steve: look, she was laying on the ground

grey: I don't care. common Stephen, help me take her to class

Steve: I’m on my way

***

Bella: it was niceeee love story

me: what the nice if who the boys you talking about flirt with the bitch

mile: always like that...

me: hmm.. I don't know what to do

catty: why you didn't tell him you love him? it'll be clear all

me: hhh.. isn't easy , ya know?

Bella: hmm well I know, so what you gonna do?

I hit the sausage. well, I think I need revenge to what they have to do with me but.. isn't evil?

me: may I must revenge?

Bella: just do it!

me: but .. I think it just was so.. evil

catty: what’s wrong with evil??

me: I think.. it just not elite!

catty: please ! isn't about charisma ! this is about what you feel inside yourself!

me: but.. what can I do?

Bella: you don't know what you must do?

me: no

Bella: oh god.. pick me now

I was emptying my dish., and take my bag. I think I’ll back home now.

mile: where?

me: back home

mile: how your plan about revenge?

me: I’ve think 'bout it

Bella: nice

me: okay guys, my bicycle waiting. bye!

Bella: why your brother didn't pick you up? someone will be happy

catty: ohm shut up Bella!

me: Haha.. well.. he too busy

mile: why you didn't go to school with car?

me: hhh.. need an oil and anything. but bicycle? just bread and Chocó!

Bella: Chocó again!

me: hehee.. okay.. bye guys!

Bella: bye

mile: bye

catty: bye, eh wait!

me: what?

catty: you want to come to spring formal tonight?

me: hhh .. idk I don't have a dress

Bella: you can wear mine. you beautiful. you will look so cozy with my blue dress

me: no thanks Bella. I just want sleep full tonight

catty: please come!

me: no

mile: I never see you on a dress! come on

me: hhh.. okay I get it

mile: yap!

sorry guys, honestly I didn't get anything. I just will revenge if they was like took what I was breathing. and I don't know will go to spring formal or no.

I know Bella with sage, not Cody( they was break up )

mile will take josh, catty will take Louise and I didn't have a match. maybe I’ll take my brother? oh that’s bad idea. my brother was too old (16. isn't old?)

someone touch my shoulder from the back, Stephen.

Steve: hey

me: hey

Steve: back alone?

me: yes

Steve: want to get in to my car

me: hmmm.. no thanks

I fake a smile then go to my bicycle hope he know why I won't back home together with him.

this is the reason why I never wear a skirt to school. I’d ride a bicycle

yeah, without skirt I still can look stylish and cute and feminism too.

long jeans. black jacket.. white blouses isn't I’m so feminism? so girly

on the way to home. I was thinking about with who greyson will come to spring formal?

if I want to know.. I must go there.. but.. I never go to dance formal party or anything!

but .. I want come

yeah I want, I just feel so mad

maybe I must ask Luke to accompany me to choose a dress for tonight

***

Luke: hmm.. that’s nice one. I want to bite you

me: no, thank you

Luke: but purple nice for you

me: but I love blue

Luke: take the purple, blue, that white, black, and the one green. oh that’s red nice !

me: so.. what I must take now?

Luke: take them all

me: Lucas please this is will be so expensive!

Luke: I’ll pay it. take them all, I love seeing you with a gown, you looking so beautiful

me: hhh.. what can I wear tonight well?

girl: for spring formal day school? here I have the nice one

Luke: show it

the girl with red hair take us to some place. it just door, when she open it.. it was beautiful gown.. omg I never seeing' this beautiful gown

elegant model.. simple but elite.. with my favocolo (favorite color) blue!

me: Lucas.. I want it!

Luke: add it to our bill please?

girl: you so lucky, this is just one in the world. you know Holley Grangers?

Luke: yes this just promote. I know

girl: no, this is real. it just one and Holley never want make it much

me: okay whatever

****

Lucas accompany me to school. yeah I think he know why I want he to accompany me. cause I can't riding my bicycle by this long gown!!

Luke: okay beautiful sister.. I think I want to marry you tonight

me: shut up Lucas

Luke: hahaha, I say what I feel. you looking beautiful than ever!

me: so you say I’m ugly every day ?!!

Luke: you still beautiful! calm !

me: hhh..

Luke: okay, be careful when you walk. I know you can walk with that high heels

me: thanks Lucas

Luke: bye

me: bye

Lucas kiss my forehead then get into the car. well.. I’m so nervous cause I can't find my friend tonight. everybody looking so different

I make my hair curly like Bella , but still in black.

(that’s looking like Selene Gomez hair)

when I take my foot to the yard.. all eyes on me.. omg ..

I take my phone from my blue purse. try to send Bella message.

to : Annabella :)

text: where are u guys?

from: Annabella :)

text : I’m with sage beside our locker. go here. I wan saw u in the gown!!!

I’m not ready yet..

okay.. just walk .. walk and walk.

but I lose control then want to fell down!

but someone take me from the back. I’m on his arm now. greyson.

grey: are you ok?

me: yes. I just can't stand up in these high heels

grey: you still never wear a make up

me: yeah 'cause I know you hate it oh my god! I mean.. I can't wear it. looking so freak ya know?

grey: yes, all girl beautiful on her natural face

me: maybe. okay bye I must find Bella

grey: you.. didn't go here with your match?

me: no, I.. go here by my self

grey: okay so.. you want to be my match tonight?

me: okay I’ll but .. don't look at me like that

grey: sorry.. you looking very beautiful tonight

me: thanks.

he hold my hand. our eyes looking to each other.

grey: I know you can't walk by yourself on high heels

me: thanks for understand me

grey: cause you my best friend since you wearing diapers

me: Haha.. so you didn't have a match for tonight?

grey: no .. I have.. but .. ah ! forget her!

me: hm? Cheyenne?

grey: y..y..ye..yes

me: oh.. when you'll tour again?

grey: idk, just wait for my producer call me. how about your film?

me: I’ll be dabber for cartoon with title 'candy' next year

grey: nice. I’m waiting for your voice then!

me: hahaha. hey! Annabella!

Bella: Ben ward! hi!

me: hey sage!

sage: hi

Bella: so .. you with grey tonight? *smirk*

me: *blush* no! he just accompany me to meet you. he was..... waiting for his match

Bella: own! is that?

grey: y..y..ye..yes

Bella: who is it?

grey: c..

Bella: Cheyenne, I gotcha

grey: yea bingo

me: spring formal mean tonight was a last day to school?

Bella: and I give you wai-i-es yes! we take summer time! ahooy!

me: did we have a homework for summer?

grey: please.. this is spring formal! forget to the homework

me: no I can't

sage: where you'll go for summer?

Bella: I don't have a plan

grey: me too, hbu benward?

me: ah.. just follow my brother

sage: hmmm .. manager siblings

me: hahaha.. you got it

sage: yes of course. look .. who is that?

Bella: omg she looking like a monster

grey: I think it was Cheyenne but I got scared to her. omg .. benward, hiding me! I won't she find me!!

me: eh? why? she's your match tonight. go with her then

grey: no I won't . you know I’m so scared seeing girl on her make up? look ! she looking like bellatrix lestrange!

me: hahaha, okay but she was gone to.. lab?

grey: lab??

Bella: yea she looking like go to lab. with Julie and 2 others again and I don't know who it was

sage: why we didn't go to dance floor?

Bella: hand, feet, I’m yours

they go.. leave us alone

me: still want to hiding? hahaha

grey: no but.. let’s go

me: where??

grey: somewhere where they can't find us

me: you looking like terrorist wanted

grey: hhhh what ever

he take my hand to go with him. he take me to.. library? why???

me: grey? why must here?

grey: hhh.. honestly I’m scared to everybody tonight. except you and other guys

me: eh? why?

grey: every girl on her make up! I’m scared!

me: but I just want to know what does Cheyenne do with her friend at laboratory

grey: isn't our work! listen.. I want to say something to you

me: what it does?

grey: this is about what I feel to you after 9 years

me: okay. what is?

grey: I..

blam! the lab door open fully. it was Cheyenne with her natural face. she's beautiful.

grey: what you was do there?

chay: well. I’m searching for nature make up inside

grey: you looking.. so.. beautiful

chay: thanks! okay lets go to the dance floor!

joule: bye bye.. jerk

I stand up .. like a stone.. cold.. speechless.. this is kill me

???: why you didn't hit them?

me: Steve?

Steve: yea.. I know for sure you love him. right?

me: no. you don't know anything about me

Steve: don't lie to me

me: ...

Steve: hhh.. okay I’m gone

me: where you was before?

Steve: there. behind novel rack

me: oh

Steve: let’s dance

me: I just get little tired

Steve: okay. take my hand then

me: why I must?

Steve: 'cause I know you can't walk on it. 8 cm is too long for you

me: thanks

Steve: can you tell me something?

me: what?

Steve: about you and him.

me: if you can keep it secret

Steve: it’s okay. imma good best friend in my old school

me: really?

Steve: yap!

me: well.. I’ll tell you later

the sky was so dark like my heart tonight.

grey was gone with his Cheyenne and leave me with Steve. I roll my hair just for him to look at me for a while..

Steve: you looking have much pain

me: he.. well Steve.. that’s was sooo right. ya know?

Steve: just dance.. take my hand

we go to the dance floor and do some dance.. I look back to where greyson and Cheyenne dancing. my tears fall, greyson eyes stare into mine.

but he looking like didn't care to me anymore

me: steve.. i'll be right back

i walk over him, he was walking wanna sit.

i stand up in front of him with my tears fall down. he look into my eyes.

grey: what?

me: ha? what?

tears fall gonna be so heavy, this soul can't hold this anymore. i run outside, wanna go home.

please i need your attent, greyson. you still don't know what mean of all this tears?!

i look back, hope he following me.. but he wasn't there. i looking inside, he FLIRT with Cheyenne.

okay .. i think i must go home and lock in my room forever.

i walk slow in the darkness of night , stop , look arround and sit on the ground, on the little light of small lamp on the street.

why you don't know my heart was screaming your name.. i was sitting here waiting you take me on your arms..

i dried my tears with my little thumb. and still sit on the ground. i seein' arround, i was seeing much boys from the back. they wear a formal outfit. i think they're was my schoolmates.

they stop when looking i dried my tears.

boy1: ria benward?

me: yes

boy2: what are you doing here?

me: cry

boy3: take my hand, stand up. your dress too beautiful to touch the ground

me: thanks, who are you?

boy1: austin mahone

boy2: campbell j carsley

boy3: arthur bowen

me: sorry guys. I’ve lost my memory

arthur still holding my hand. i look at him, and he take it off.

art: sorry

cars: you wanna go home?

me: I’ve been waiting for lucas

aus: why must on the ground?

me: i can't tell it all guys

aus: okay, i'll go home first. bye ! sorry can't help your problem! my dad will gonna kill me!

me: its okay

art: me too!

me: well...

carsley sit on the ground, as i do what he was do.

he look into my eyes, looking like he know something about me.

cars: empty eyes

me: hmm.. too tired to cry

cars: you so beautiful. I’ve never know it!

me: thanks

cars: here

he hold my hand then dried my tears. he give me a smile.

cars: smile

me: *fake smile*

cars: oh ! come on! thats fake!

me: okay *smile*

cars: still fake

me: okay! so what's then? *laugh*

cars: thats better!

me: haha.. okay thanks

cars: i know there some reason why your beautiful eyes throwing a tears

me: well.. it just too hard to tell you

cars: its okay, it just make your pain gonna be so bad

me: yea.. maybe

cars: you know cody?

me: the blonde boy? bella thorne ex?

cars: yea.. my bro

me: mmm..

cars: so hard to have a chat topic with you. i never know you from the close

me: imma hard person to understanded

cars: yea.. a not same class be the first factor

me: hmmm

cars: wanna back home? i'll accompany you

me: you take a car?

cars: no

me: I’d love to go home by my feet

cars: wow.. strength girl

we both laugh. thanks carsley, you make me better tonight.

***

luke: so what you gonna do?

me: far away from him maybe.. but i know for sure. he'll far from me first

luke: hhh.. complicated

me: yes, okay lucas. bye!

luke: bye!

today was sunday and summer. i always get biking on sunday, with greyson. but now?

7am i seeing behind the curtain greyson go inside to car. i know, thats Cheyenne.

the route for biking is arrounding the block, and go to central park. i love the air..

this was sooo fresh!

okay.. this is where i now. central park! parking bicycle then take a tweet

@R__Benward: @ Central park london to get the air!

okay.. for a minutes my fans will gone here.. maybe?

???: still alive

me: eh? carsley

car: hey

me: you always come here too?

car: yes but no to yes but..

me: give me 1 word

car: yes

me: ooh.. i see

okay.. if you here you can seeing a lot of girls and boys run over me and carsley. they are my Benwardians

car: so fun have a fan, right?

me: yea.. but.. i can't tell you here

i never know what happen with today. it was 1 boy with flippy brown hair take a picture with me. but he always make it all.. he sneezing.. move so i must take it 6x

then he say there something in my eyes. but he just look into my eyes and say his phone was crashed cause my number isn't there.

mmm.. fanatic benwardians

me: whats your name?

him: christian beadles. 14 y.o nice to know my idol

me: oh! caitlin beadles brother?

him: y..y..yea *blush*

me: nice to know you buddy. hey carsley lets take some ice cream

carsley hold my hand as we walk to ice cream stand. well... all of my fans think that i date carsley but for sure, i didn't. he just my friend.

car: hey, there something.. in your face

he touch my cheek tender and softly, his eyes look into me , so deep, so sharp.

cars: sorry

me: *blush* ah.. yes.. sorry

okay well.. what happen with me today?? arrgghh

there was red car stop on the line. someone out from there, greyson. and all of people there run over him.

he stare at me, and.. my hand holding carsley

he still stare at me, Cheyenne out from the car. he arround his hand on her waist.. thats what you do to me!

car: hey

me: hm

car: why you gonna be so.. quiet?

me: hhhh.. nothing, forget it

i walk back to the couch and sit there.. god.. i'm gonna weak now

car: hey .. you wanna tell me something?

me: no if you're not a good secrets place

car: ahh.. don't be fool, cody, josh, jake, alli or blonde kingdom secrets all in me. ya know?

me: hhh..

car: hey.. by the way.. your hair its really black? your mum have a brown hair. your dad is blonde

me: well.. the truth is mine blonde but i repaint this be recover with black

car: cool! i think you wanna be so stylish!

me: hahaha, silly carsley

car: whatever you say to make you laugh then

me: thanks i wanna go home now

car: let me accompany you

me: its okay, i take my bicycle

car: okay bye

me: bye

i keep smile, although my heart cry. also my eyes.

i take my bicycle. someone pull it, greyson.

me: *drying tears* what?

grey: y..y..yo..you cry?

me: yes ! cause i'm normal!

i pull my bicycle. my tears gonna fell down again. he pull my hand then take me in his arm, pull me close to him. but i get slipping away..

me: sorry grey, i won't injured my self

i ride my bicycle as my tears falling down. all of my fans stare at me. but i let it, then ride to home.

thats my #1st summer

*****

#25th summer

luke: hey! Hold On 'Til The Night tour!

me: i don't care.

luke: are you sure?

me: yes for right now lucas, search my lovely spongebob please

luke: okay.. you look so serious, are you have trouble with him?

me: no

luke: you two fighting?

me: no

luke: ahh.. what ever

me: hey lucas

luke: yea?

me: you know.. campbell j carsley?

luke: yea.. he's my friend. sup?

me: i think i wanna fall for him right now

luke: whats the angel up?!! he have a girlfriend..! don't be crazy!

me: okay, i take arthur bowen then

luke: tell me whats wrong with grey?!

me: you wanna know ?!! you wanna know ?! go to big bang at 3.40pm ! he will there!

luke: dating you?

me: nope! other ! eh.. where is his HOTTN?

luke: mh! yes, at big bang. since 12pm

me: go there!

luke: okay don't follow me. i'll go now. this.. 3.00pm okay

me: ...

he get up and take his jacket . then go out with his car. omg.. how if he ask what he must didn't say?! i must follow him!

change to jeans, take black jacket, wear glasses then

i take my skateboard.

okay i think i won't following him from the back. i'll go first to big bang and following lucas if i seein' his car! okay .. this is it..

black long hair, black jacket, black jeans, black glasses frame, black converse, black skateboard. i'm looking so girly ;;)

hey .. i kick my skateboard and take it on my arms. thats him, with Cheyenne walking back stage

they talking.. in the swing they're flirting.. and i start flashback my memories with him on my backyard swing.

when he will go for his waiting 4 u tour...

i sneak to the shrub, then heard some of theire voice

grey: you looking so beautiful

chay: thankss greyson..

grey: did you .. have a boyfriend?

me: *speechless* *something stuck on my mouth*

chay: no... what would you do then?

grey: are you.. wanna be my girlfriend

me: *faint*

chay: omg greyson.. sorry..

me: *back get up* *smile*

grey: sorry for what?

chay: i.. i just want you to be my friend.. not much

grey: *sing* am i fool for fool for falling for you girl? please don't break my heart Cheyenne..

chay: sorry.. i can't

grey: why?

chay: 'cause.. you my friend

grey: hh.. anything

me: *scream without voice* *smile* *cheers*

wait.. Cheyenne go ? to the car with joullie ? and greyson still sit on the couch.

i'm out from the shrub but back hiding 'cause lucas walk to greyson! god! i just hope he didn't see me!

luke: great show

grey: thanks

luke: what are you doing here? you didn't do meet and greet?

grey: i'll tell you later. hey luke

can you tell your sister to meet me at big bang tonight?

luke: hahaha, don't be fool

me: *glek*

grey: what do you mean?

luke: she's behind your back. i don't need to tell her. out from the shrub girl

me: i'm not ria! i'm cat!

luke: hahaha.. wth cat can talking?

me: uh.. sorry

grey: you here since 10 minute ago?

me: y..y..yea.. maybe

grey: you know what happen then

luke: i think i will distrub. I’d better go

there was silent for a while.. i jump so i sit with greyson. he looking so.. sad

me: so.. heavy for leave. right?

grey: should i give up?

me: if you believe you still can.. why not?

grey: you didn't stop me?!

me: why i must stop you if you want? if you still wanna trying?

grey: ...

me: i think i wanna go home now

grey: wait!

me: ng?

grey: meet me here, tonight

me: I’d love to but i have someone to meet

grey: who is that?

me: hm.. someone

grey: tell me, who is that and what his prob?

me: he is campbell, we'll make a homework

grey: campbell j carsley?

me: yea

grey: but he have a girlfriend

me: we work together. you can join if you want

grey: okay, tell me if they have arrive your home

me: well... tonight my home was .. empty!

grey: empty??

me: i mean.. home alone. my dad and mom go to florida tonight. lucas have meet and greet on dear john launching

grey: okay then.. see ya

me: bye!

grey: you come by your feet here?

me: no .. i take my skateboard

grey: cool!

me: my rollerblade was broken. so i take what i can take.

grey: *smile* okay i'll meet and greet

me: go there, your enchancer or greysonator have waiting

grey: bye

me: bye

he walk to his line.. i take my skateboard and wanna go home.

what I’ve been waiting is this! he ask me.. have a little chat with me.. smile.. laugh..

luke: hey

me: hey

luke: you won't get in to my car?

me: no thanks i take my skateboard lucas. where is charlie?

luke: he go to uncle jhones for along mom and dad to florida

me: oh..

luke: i'll live go after this

me: hhh.. well.. bye , i'll go home.

luke: bye *kiss my forehead*

his car go so fast.

someone grab my skateboard and i fall down to the ground. 2 man in front of me. one of they take my skate board, the other one take me on his arm.

me: *scream* heeeeelp! heeeeelp!

man1: shut up!!

me: heeeeelp!

they put me to car, i can see greyson run to follow the car. but the car go so fast. he isn't strong enough to get the car. god.. this is kidnapped! omg.. JASON MCCAN AND RYAN BUTLER!

me: what are you doing with me ?!! let me go!!

jason: we just need your parents money

me: what?! if you want money! go work!

ryan: and this is our work

me: hey ! let me go!!

jason: shut up or i wanna kill you! show her our knife ryan!

ryan: you hear it?!

me: hhh! what ever bitch!!

ryan butler give me drink , and i think they add some sleeping medicine there.. omg..

***

when i wake up, i sit on the little chair when that rope arrounding me. make me hurt! aws!

ryan and jason walk nearly to me. they take my handphone

jason: give me your mother number

me: what do you want?!!

jason: give it or die?

me: hh! 656-664-432

jason: okay.. here we go ryan

*phone convo*

jason: this kidnapped! give me €100.000,00 and i give your.. girl

mom: who is this?!! give my daughter!!!

jason: you want her? talk to her

me: mom! mom!

mom: oh my god.. honey!

me: mom! don't give your money!

jason: shut up!! *kick me*

me: aaaa!

mom: don't injured my daughter! okay i'll send the money tonight!!!

jason: okay, if you late from 7pm, your daughter die!

me: shut the fuck up jason!

jason: okay.. i wait your money then! don't bring police! meet me at big bang

i look arround.. yes i think i'm in big bang now. it mean.. my home is not far enough!

the cair is front the clock needle.. well.. i think i wanna look outside for some help..

i look down, they was prepare for greyson next stage in .. here?! good idea!!!

jason and ryan go out.

okay, i wear a belt. nice.. take the.. yes god i bring this little knife!

wrap it and yes!!

okay.. what should i do then.. ah! thats door!

bamp! bamp! ish! this is locked

hhh.. what must i do then?

i look out to the clock, maybe i just wait 'til jason and ryan come to meet my parents.

i hear someone walk over the door, i think thats jason.. but .. it bump the door.. it greyson!

me: greyson!

grey: are you okay?! what happen?! where are them?! are you injured ?!

me: yes grey, look my hand.. it was bleeding, they kick my foot then. it was purpless under my leg

grey: i never can forgive them, okay we didn't have a much time. leggo

me: why you can find me here?

grey: I seeing some shadow at theclock.so I check it. leggo

he take my hand, god.. thanks, you send my hero

he the only one who safe me.

okay.. we arrive at the stage. i need find my skateboard. i run back to big bang

grey: hey! where you wanna go?!

me: my skateboard!

grey: let it! they will come on hour again!

me: no! it's my skateboard!

he put me to his arm, and make me close to him.

he KISS me

me: g..g..grey..

grey: *blush* i won't you injured! just it!

me: but.. what are you doing before..

grey: ...

me: let me go, i need take my skateboard. my mobile is on their hand

grey: please, don't go anywhere!

me: no greyson no!

grey: stay here! you wanna skateboard ? i'll buy it for you!

me: my phone...

grey: take mine

me: but...

grey: take mine, it's better then they injure you

me: no, i won't take yours.. but.. may i call my mom with your phone?

grey: sure

*phone convo*

mom: ya hello? who is this?

me: mom, this is me

mom: oh my god! honey where are you?!

me: calm down mom, i'm at greyson show. i'm safe

mom: oh thanks god.. okay i'll pick you up now

me: its ok mom, grey will accompany me

mom: okay.. take care honey.. i'm worried about you

me: okay mom, bye

mom: bye sweetie

*end of conversation*

me: thanks grey

grey: anytime! hey my show will started

me: go there then

grey: no, you must following me

me: eh?

grey: go up to the stage. stay there, wherever i can see you

me: okay, i'll watch you from down here

grey: no! Harold! take a seat on the top of stage

harold: for?

grey: just do what i say, or.. take the piano up

harold: okay

all girl was screaming.. they scream greyson's name.

they're GREYSONator and enCHANCEr

the make up crew take me too the bus. they give me short white dress, and my hair looking like selena gomez's hair. i'm so beautiful...

greyson open the door, he was speechless for a while then take my hand.

grey: leggo *smile*

god.. that applause..

he take me to the stage, all of his fans back scream. he sit to start playing piano. and.. what can i do here??

grey: stand there

he start playing 'stranded' he like ride with me, smile, smirk or anything. when he playing little london girl, his producer ask to take one of his fans. but he won't

grey: i'm not ready yet

me: just do the best

then.. 1 more again.. stranded

grey: dance with me

me: eh?!

grey: come on.. anyone waiting...

he smile naughty, i nodd my head then dance with him. all of the fans gonna be crazy. lot of them a benwardians too..

the show is end.. okay.. i get so tired now.. now.. meet and greet?! why i must join then??

grey: leggo, they want i with you

me: eh.. but..

grey: come on..

me: okay, just one time

i smile as i walk to meet and greet table, then 3 girls come over us and ask something... bothering him

girl1: hey, she's beautiful than the 1st girl in show

girl2: why you didn't singing 'Cheyenne' ? thats my favor

girl3: where does the 1st girl going? benward and you be a nice couple!

grey: thanks guys

girl2: you dating her grey?

grey: *blush* no..! she just my .. my.. my.. my best friend

me: y..y..ye..yea best friend

girl3: why you didn't dating her? she's beauty

girl1: than the 1st girl

me: thanks.. okay.. here his handprint.. bye! see ya!

girl2: don't forget to follow me back on twitter! @Chance_4_benward

me: okay!

they a last guest.. though..

greyson be so sad and quiet.. he speechless..

me: hey?

grey: ah! uh.. sorry

me: its okay, what happen?

grey: they was .. asking about..

me: about her

grey: y..y..yea

me: dont remind it, now, we go home, then you take a rest. okay?

grey: okay

i'm so sad seeing he like that, i want he cheers but.. what can i do then?

he too love her, absolutely he didn't love me.

he arround his hand on my waist. i look at him, he stare back. he pull my body to close to him..

me: s..s..sorry

i slip to just walk beside him.. he must know that my heart can burning because beat too strong..

my home was so crowded, uncle brad and auntie angie and theire child (cody, alli, tom) was in my home.

me: hey.. who is that?

alli: omg benwaaard! long time no see

me: i miss you soooo girl!

alli: yea.. me too!

me: hey, tommy

tom: hi! i can read 2 page of book in 10 minute!

me: nice! keep reading dude!

alli: you know how to cheers him

me: hmhm, where's cody?

alli: he ? he on guest room

me: alli, you can sleep with me tonight!

alli: aawww!

me: how long you get here?

alli: just 5 days, cause dad have a work here

me: i wanna meet cody, ok?

alli: well.. i'll change my clothes then!

alli run to the stairs, she get in to my room. the guest room is in the 1st floor, with living room, dinning room, kitchen, and my parents room. 2nd floor is my room, lucas, charlie, and study room. 3rd floor is dad work room, lucas music room, charlie playing room, and my paint room, we have a swimming pool , swing, barbeque, and the couch in the backyard. garage and little park in front of home.

me: *knock the door* cody?

cody: come in

me: hey

cody: hey sister! i was think it was alli.. hahaha

me: how's the tour?

cody: nice

me: did.. grey tell you something?

cody: greyson?

me: *blush* y..ye..yeah

cody: he told me that he have lost his lovely girl

me: ...

cody: you break him up?

me: no! i'm not the girl!

cody: oh.. i see

me: how to make he cheers? he looking so sad when anyone ask about her

cody: she died?

me: no, she... she left him as she said.. sorry i just get you as friend

cody: oh.. i see. hey! Tomorrow jersey will play, right?

me: maybe? i don't know

cody: why you didn't ask him to watch? he love jersey much

me: okay.. i must take the ticket now

cody: hey, i have three. you want?

me: where you get it?

cody: some of my fans give them. take it

me: thanks! cody i don't know how to thank to you!

cody: it's okay, cheer him up

me: okay you need a rest. bye

cody: bye, close the door please?

i skipping to the back yard and chill on the swing. the left is greyson home, the right is thorne's family.

i seeing greyson was laying on the grass. look at the sky. i look up, yes.. there was much star in the sky. i get up and lay next to him

me: beautiful star. right?

grey: yea.. beautiful

me: hey, i heard from cody you love jersey?

grey: love with much life

me: tommorow they play?

grey: yes

me: you want watch?

grey: surely

me: I’ve the ticket. you want?

grey: isn't time for joking

me: i'm not joke, look at this! *showing the ticket*

grey: omg..! you not joking!

me: *sigh* I’ve said that

grey: omg thank you very much! you know i love them much! and i don't have a time to buy the ticket!

me: i'm so happy if you smile

grey: ... *smile*

i roll my self to face him, he look into my eyes and roll him self to face me. he hold my both hand..

and scoot his body. his body touch mine..

grey: you know.. you the only one who always make me back to smile

me: 'cause i take the jersey. you smile not because me

grey: no.. look *touch my cheek*

me: sorry grey

i smile and get up as i walk back to my home. i look back to him, he look back as he smile then walk in.

cody: didn't kiss him?

me: *sigh* what the hell cody

cody: hahaha, I’ve seeing you two from here!

me: go sleep cody!

he laugh then run to his room,

i giggle and go upstairs to my room, alli was there.

alli: hey

me: hey, why you didn't go sleep?

alli: i can't .. it was 9pm right?

me: yes

alli: benward.. i wanna tell you something

me: tell me whats that alli

alli: but i wanna ask something to you, first

me: o..kay

alli: are you.. dating carsley?

me: no alli no! you and your brother know that i just love..

*tom walk in*

alli: love?

me: tom

tom: me?

alli: what do you want tommy?

tom: i wanna take blanket. cody say you have two

me: oh, right there

tom: thanks! *walk out*

alli: okay, resume. you.. love who?

me: greyson

alli: but last day i see in j-14 you go bike with him?

me: no, i just meet him there

alli: oh.. you know i'm jealous

me: y..y..you ? have a crush with him ?!

alli: since i'm baby

me: oh.. my.. greyson! why you never tell me?

alli: i just want to keep it secret but.. i trust you

me: i'm sorry alli.. for get you jealous but.. I’d really really didn't date him. just he the one who can make me smile when i desperated because greyson there..

alli: okay, i'm understand *smile*

me: thanks

alli: lets watch a tv

she turn on the tv.. and find my pict

alli: hey, its you

me: ye.. i see it

tv: hello! the lestaria jane benward has back! it seems she have a crush with a young singer, greyson chance. the paparazzi was take they picture kissing behind the stage

me: oh god.. i'm gonna die

alli: hold on!

tv: this is the picture *the picture show* it just too far. okay zoom. nah! she looking so surprised when greyson kiss her. it mean he have same feel too. and when hold on 'til the night night tour she was on the stage! and be ttww now!

me: *turn off the tv* i'm a ttww?!

alli: wow! its nice! let see!

ttww: RIA BENWARD

tweet:

@justinbieber

wow.. ria benward has back! my favo shawty

@ddlovato

they so cute! ria benward is greyson best match!

and many more...

me: alli.. i never think like.. what will greyson's fan do

alli: okay, take a deep breath! 1..

me: I’d rather sleep

she laugh as she turn off the light and sleep next to me

*next day*

from: greyson :p

text : i pick u up now

I’d ready with my white blouses and black jeans. i take my phone on my purse, today i'll accompany greyson to watch jersey.

alli: dating today? *smile*

me: no alli, i just.. accompany him to watch jersey

alli: good luck!

me: thanks.. bye

alli: bye

i left alli in my room and go downstairs, cody was out from his room and comb his hair.

cody: hoi

me: hey

cody: look so beautiful today. wanna dating someone? *smirk*

me: just accompany someone to jersey show *giggle*

cody: okay, good luck!

me: thanks! mom! dad! lucas! liecharlie! auntie angie! uncle brad! tom! alli! i wanna go! byeee!

i shut the door, greyson is in the other side of my door. he smile and showing me the ticket.

grey: you gotcha?

me: yes!

grey: okay, lets go

we run to get in to the car, scooter chance , his father driving.

scoot: thanks to give my boy the ticket!

me: hahaha.. your well

grey: dad, you didn't watch with us?

scoot: no , i must do something.. my work its too.. much

*after 20 minutes*

me: i think we've arrive the stadion?

grey: yes.. you right

scoot: okay, bye bye!

grey: bye

me: bye! thanks scooter!

scoot: anytime!

i look arround, greyson hold my hand. there something i feel on my heart. when he give me smile. SPARKS FLY

grey: don't look at me like that..! hahaha

me: ah! *blush* uh.. sorry

grey: its okay, lets find our chair.. its.. 2b and 3b.. wait.. this is vip??

me: yes

grey: woah!

me: lets go

grey: wait!

me: what?

grey: *arround his hand on my waist* lets walk together *smile*

me: *sigh* don't make a rumor again

grey: hahaha, you watch 'teen' last night?

me: yea

grey: sorry for last night. i'm so worried about you

me: forget it, lets go

i sit down on 3b chair with greyson beside me.

me: honestly.. i don't like soccer

grey: eh? why?

me: cause i can't play it

grey: i can teach you sometime

me: i hope so

the tournament gonna be 90min, he look so serious watch the tournament. i don't know where the jersey or anything. just wait to come home time

grey: you watch it when he take a goal! jersey win! yeeaaah!

me: well yeah i know

scoot: you seems didn't like it?

me: i don't understand soccer

grey: its easy!

me: yea and i can't

grey: hmmm.. okay here we go to.. where?

me: why you ask me??

grey: dad.. can we take holiday tommorow?

scoot: sure

grey: wohooo! you must join us!

me: join to .. where??

grey: we go to florida, to the beach, watch sunset, make a sand castle, boating, and other!

scoot: you can ask cody, alli, tom and lucas to join us too

me: okay, i'll notice them .. later

grey: dad, i feel so hungry

scoot: okay, we take drive thru on McDonald okay?

grey: up to you

me: you will take a drive thru?

scoot: ya, whats going on?

me: can you.. take.. something without cheese? or pork?

grey: sure

scoot: its my pleasure. okay now.. here we go!

greyson , scooter and me just take middle french fries and small colla. i think they will order a burger but.. sorry i can throw up if smell something like a cheese

me: sorry for this.. i'm so so so sorry

scoot: haahaahaa, its okay

grey: yea.. thats..okay

me: ...

grey: hey!

me: ah! *surprised*

grey: haahahaha, you surprised?

me: shhh ! stop to make me surprise!

scoot: you didn't change.. hahahaha still always wear 'shhhh' ! hahahaha

me: heeheehee

scooter park his car on chance's garage.

me and greyson get out from the car, i thank to scooter and lisa then walk to my home. greyson take my hand.

me: ya?

grey: we go tommorow. okay?

me: i didn't have agreement from my parents. i'll be back, okay?

grey: don't forget to ask your siblings

me: okay. bye

grey: bye

i walk away to my home. i seeing cody and lucas play football in the backyard. alli, charlie and tom was swimming. when i walk nearly to them.. they laugh and smile

cody: look, who've finishing dating?

luke: love story in jersey?

me: *blush* whats going on you guys?!

luke: hahaha

alli: we seeing what you do in the car with him

tom: is that? what's it

luke: she..

cody: was..

alli: she's sitting

me: *sigh*

luke: hahahaha

cody: you got cha!

lucas and cody high five. i can't believe what they do to trick me up.

mom: lucas! lestaria! liecharles! help me take this!

me: what the.. OMG !!!

luke: whats going .. super!!!

mom out from the car, she take a PIANO, new CANVAS and miniatur london.

alli: hey.. whats that auntie?

mom: piano for lucas, canvas for ria, and london for charlie

me: thanks mom! I’ve collect 3 canvas then! wohoo!

luke: i have waiting for you buy this mom.. oh my god i love piano! but.. oh! maybe i can ask your boyfriend to teach me

mom: you have a boyfriend?

me: no

luke: what the heck with our left nighbour sweetie? ahahahah

mom: oh.. greyson? i see.. good choice

me: *blush* what the hell lucas!!

cody: hey , what happen?

me: hah! the companny come!

cody: hahahaha *highfive with lucas*

i walk in to my room, this heart beat fast. i starting flashback my memory, when he take my hand. and .. when he kiss me behind the stage.

i'm looking for my shaun the sheep clock, it was 11am

after changed, i go downstairs , looking for dad.

me: mom, where's dad?

mom: he go out and maybe back on lunch time.

maybe i'll tell them at lunch, they maybe listen to what i want.

*lunch time*

me: dad

dad: ya?

me: uh.. mmm.. chance's family ask us to join them to go to florida

dad: yes, surely you must join

me: just me? but they want lucas, tom, charlie, cody and alli to join

cody: mom? *wink*

auntie: hhh okay cody, alli, tom you join

alli: yes! *high five with her sibling*

luke: how about your 3L.. mom? dad?

dad: 3L??

mom: lucas, lestaria, liecharles

dad: oh i see.. if you didn't have a shoot. you can join

luke: this is summer dad! surely i don't have a shoot

dad: okay, you come

mom: when you will go?

me: tommorow, 8am we must have arrive in airport.

*next day*

grey: leggo!

me: wait! wait!

cody: she always late

me: calm down!

cody, lucas, charlie, tom, scooter, alli and lisa have get in to the plane. but me and greyson stuck in the middle of greysonator

grey: sorry, i will get in to the plane now. its my flight

girl: you just go alone with her?

grey: no, simpson's family was get in

me: come on greyson! the plane was take off!!

grey: are you kidding?!

me: no!!! look!!

grey: oh god.. we stuck here

greyson and me walk out and find an old man with his jet plane. greyson ask me to take his plane, cause we don't have a choice.. okay

me: sorry

man: hey.. benward! greyson!

grey: are you.. rent your plane?

man: you.. left your flight?

grey: ya, we stuck in my crazy fans

man: okay, take your coper. we go now. where?

me&grey: florida

the plane isn't too old. i think.

i enjoying my flight with greyson, looking beautiful england and the sea.

after 2 hour.. something happen with the plane. it crashed and bump an island, small island.

the old man.. died

me: aw.. my leg

grey: are you okay?

me: yes

grey: where we're??

me: i don't know...

grey: god.. this is jungle

me: i think.. *take greyson hand* we stranded

grey: in this island with you?

me: isn't time for singing grey, your song be a reality!

grey: wow! amazing!

me: how we can go home now? this is.. empty island

grey: but have a good landscape

me: i want take bath.. feel something on my body

grey: okay, you bath right there.. i'll right here. i want bath too.

me: eh! check our coper first!

*take the coper* god.. this complete!

i walk nearly to the river, greyson swim in the beach. when i think he didn't see me, i take off my clothe and get bath

it seems like i'm a princess in this river. the all of beautiful fish swim nearly to me.

i just thank cause isn't a piranha, shark or anything a carnivora fish.

okay, I’ve finish wear my sweet white short dress. i just have a plan that i will wear this dress as i walk beside the sea. but its too late.. we're stranded here.

i walk nearly to greyson. he on his short pant. i sit beside him.

me: what can i do then?

grey: we

me: ye..yea.. i check my phone and didn't receive a signal

grey: me too..

me&grey: *sigh*

me: how if we die here..

grey: don't think about it

me: i'm hungry

grey: hhh.. we poor now okay, lets go to river. we catch some fish to eat

me: i'm a vegetarian

grey: well.. we must traveling this jungle then. take your coper

me: i'm on my way

grey: what does you take in your 2 coper and 2 bag???

me: eh.. clothes, underware, sleeping bag, comb, laptop, phone

grey: why you didn't say you take your laptop? we can online here!!!

me: *sigh* no, I’ve try it. we stranded now...

grey: it's okay if i stranded here with you

me: *sigh* *giggle* greyson, i think we must take care of that old man

grey: we cover him with leaf okay?

me: its up to you

grey: mmm.. we take him after we find a food

me: okay

we walk .. until i find a heaven! there was a potatoe garden! but.. we just find 1 potato there. me and greyson have so speechless

grey: you see it

me: yea.. look arround, hope it was someone's garden

grey: leggo

we walk in .. but there's just jungle..

grey: i'll make a heat. you take it. we grill it

me: okay..

i take the potato and seems he have finished make a heat.

i look arround, hope there was something to eat. this is not enough for us.

i cook the potato, greyson was prepare a place for sleep. i'm so mad.. he protect me much

me: greyson! the potato cooked!

grey: eat that then

me: you.. didn't eat?

grey: no , i'm not.. *his stomach groaring* hungry

me: if you want, we can eat together

he smile and walk nearly to me. i take off the potato burned skin. he hold the other side

i bite it little slower. he take a bite in other side. my heart beat fast when the potato going so small

grey: you can eat the last piece

he smile and walk to banana's leaf. what he make as his bed tonight.

me: grey, take it nearly to the heat. so we can keep warm.

grey: you didn't take lucas sleeping bed?

me: no. you can wear mine if you want

grey: no thanks. i think i won't sleep tonight. i'll.. protect you tonight

me: no, you must sleep.

grey: what can i do then??

me: if you want protect me as you sleep... you can..

grey: may i sleep with you there?

me: it just what i want to say

grey: well... thanks

me: its okay,the sleeping bed is too large for 1 person

grey: so.. i can get in there now?

me: just when we stranded here

grey: okay *get in to the sb*

me: don't touch what you shouldn't touch *blush*

grey: hmmm.. well.. i hug you

me: grey?

grey: ya?

me: 4 day to school day.. how if we still stranded here?

grey: don't think it much, we will think it again to back to london

me: well.. okay.

grey: your waist so slim

me: *blush* eh

grey: look here

me: *roll my self to face him*

grey: it seems like just we two in this world.

me: adam and eva?

grey: yea.. like it *kiss me*

it just too.. long.. his tongue so busy in there. i close my eyes and try to feel it.

his hand hold my both cheek.. 'til i fall asleep.

*next day*

i wake up cause i feel so cold. i looking arround.. greyson was sit by the water, still wear his pajamas.

i walk and grab him from the back. he look surprised and laughing.

grey: it just too beautiful if stranded, in the strange island with who we love

me: *blush*

grey: but i stranded here with my diapers best friend

me: *sigh*

you know grey.. i was hurt when you say it

i walk over to my coper and take my phone. and throw it up to get a signal.

grey: what are you doing?

me: looking for signal. i won't stranded in this island with someone who didn't love me

he shut up and back look to the water.

me: *scream* GOD ! PLEASE CHANGE ME TO BE CHEYENNE! SOMEONE MISS HER MUCH! I WANNA BACK HOME!

grey: he hey hey what are you doing

me: *tears fall down* i just pray what you want!

grey: what?

me: *hiks* you say you just want stranded in the strange island with your crush! and now.. you stranded here with your DIAPERS best friend!

grey: are you kidding?

me: no! no!

i dried my tears. he stand up and walk nearly to me. he take me on his arm, pull me close to him. i slip out and swim to the river.

so hard have a stranded in the strage island.. without signal.. and have choice or chance to die

i can't find any food again here..!

my stomach have a parade today..

did my family miss me there?

greyson get in to the water, sit beside me.

me: what do you want *stand up*

grey: notice the fish

i roll my eyes as i walk far away from him (that boy didn't have a shy feel?! werk)

3 days went to school day. I’ve stranded here with him since 1 day ago.

i walk to old man grave. pray for him, hope he rest in peace there.

grey: hey

me: ng?

grey: eh.. mm.. have i.. say something make you..bothering?

me: i don't know

grey: please, we just alone here. if we still like this, we never can back home

me: *cry* i'm scared.. i wanna back home

grey: please don't cry.. i know we'll have a way to back home

me: *still cry* but.. we'll die here! I’ve looking a tiger last night

grey: no tiger, snake, piranha, or other! i'll protect you! we'll going well here. just waiting

me: waiting for what?

grey: we get a signal

greyson hug me and calm me down. he still hug me.. for a long time..

after 1 minute he still won't take me off.

grey: i'll protect you from everything. storm, hurricane, a wild animal, cyclones or ghost

me: take my hand

he do my command, we walk arround the beach. that island so small. like all of my home and greyson.

me: *wishpered* I’d travel a thousand mile, just so i can see you smile

grey: *sing* feel so far away.. when you cry.. 'cause home is in your eyes

he smile to me, i reply it and look out the ground.

grey: your lips is my weakness

me: ...

grey: what is your weakness on my self?

me: your hug

i laugh then run to our chrased plane.

greyson run over me and grab me from the back. he roll out my body . he is top of me now

me: *laugh* what?

grey: *laugh* nothing

me: *laugh* let me go

grey: *laugh* no

me: *laugh* please..!

grey: *laugh* say that greyson michael chance is the best boy in the world

me: *laugh* never !!

grey: mmm.. is that ? *tickling*

me: aaa! hahahaha stop to tickle! okay okay!

grey: say it

me: greyson.. hahaha.. michael chance.. hahaha is .. hahaha the FREAKING boy in the earth!

grey: what?! you fighting the fact huh? hahaha

i like if someone laugh, or smile because what i was do.

especially.. the someone is my crush

omg.. my stomach groaring

grey: you're hungry?

me: y..y..yes

grey: hey.. thats coconut!

me: woow! seems fresh!

grey: i will get it for us.

he run and kick the tree. it looking like the coconut want fall down

me: grey! be careful!

grey: hah? what?

BAM! the coconut hit greyson head. i run over him and take his head on my lap.

me: i hope you still remember who you are

grey: oh.. god.. my head

me: are you okay?

grey: no.. this island ..lalala.. arround.. arround.. arround

me: *sigh* grey..

grey: this island dancing.. but i seeing angel.. in front of my eyes

me: ...

grey: yay.. you got tricked

me: you make me worried!!

grey: hahaah.. oh god my head

me: huh..

grey: take the coconut. lets eat them !!

me: okay..

i walk to the coconut but..

me: *scream* aaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

grey: *run* what? what? whats going on

me: snake!

grey: god.. lets running!

me: wait ! wait!

greyson take my hand.. but i falling down.. the snake go nearly from me..

me: *scream* aaaaaaa!!!!

greyson run to me, the snake was going on

my feet bleeding..

me: *moaning* aah.. god ..

grey: omg.. wait, i .. take my shirt

he run to the coper, wash my blood with the water. recover my foot with his shirt.

grey: it will be better

me: ah.. thats .. hurt

greyson hug me, i cry.

this is hurt.. my god

grey: *kiss my forehead* no need to afraid.. i'm right next to you

me: *cry* greyson.. i'm afraid

grey: its okay.. we'll out from here as.. look!

me: what?

grey: signal!

me: call SOS!

greyson call SOS, he looking so happy.

grey: we must make a smoke

me: why?

grey: they will come! come on!

we cheers each other.. holding other hand.. as we laugh together

we look up the sky.. HELICOPTER !!!

grey: we back home! yaaay!

he refleks hug me tight.. my heart beat so strong.. hot, and gotta burned!

me: y..yea..

the helicopter with text SAR

it was seems there was my dad and scooter chance

the helicopter was take off. greyson hug me, the air so strong..

me: yaps.. i wanna go home now!

grey: yaay!

dad: honey!

me: dad! i'm hungry

dad: we'll eat later. lets go

me: wait, my coper.

grey: here

me: thanks.. dad!

dad: ya?

me: eh.. our pilot died

dad: where's him?

me: on his grave. by the way.. where we was?

scoot: mmm.. 66 km from florida

me: wow

grey: lets go

he take my hand. my dad give me wink and smile naughty. i roll my eyes and get in to the helicopter.

scoot: what happen with your foot?

grey: snake bite her. with no poison

dad: wow..

scoot: i take lunch box there, in my bag.

grey: thanks!

scoot: give it to her, greyson

grey: eh? why ?

scoot: remember my motto?

grey: ladies first

scoot: i just take one lunch box

grey: okay then.. here , take it

me: thanks..

well it's 4 white bread with salad.

i looking at greyson , he was look at me. i mean.. the lunch box

i take the salad, and fed him.

me: nah

grey: *munch* hey, thanks

me: i know you hungry. okay we eat this together

grey: hehehe.. thanks a lot

i fed him as i eat that too.. my daddy and scooter looking each other. they laugh.

dad: i think we'll be a family

scoot: yea.. family. someone in our family will gotta merried

grey: *blush* who?

me: *blush* why you never tell me lucas will marrying someone in chance's family?

scoot: don't act like a fool. your acting didn't available now

me: haahahaahaha

greyson take my head on his arm, we laugh together.

dad: you two so belong

me&grey: *look each other* *blush*

* L O N D O N *

me: *scream* lucaaas! charlie ! mom! i'm back home!

luke: *shock* oh my god! you still alive ?!

me: you want i died ?!

lie: yo sister!

mom: oh my god honey.. god bless you then.. ohh *hug me*

me: yea.. mom.. i wanna take a bath

lie: 2 day didn't take a bath

luke: she bath, with greyson

me: WHAT?!!

luke: haha, just kidding! check the ttww. you be the first with 'greyson and benward come'

me: hhh.. well.. i'm tired

luke: how's the island?

me: he must climb up the tree to get

luke: new prespective

me: no! isn't song! he climb the tree to get coconut, make a fire, take a water

luke: take care of you

me: ...

luke: what happen with your foot?

me: snake

luke: omg

me: isn't poisoning

luke: oh

me: well... i wanna take a bath then go sleep!

luke: hey , it still 1pm

me: you know, i don't sleep for 23 hour?

we both laugh, i run to my room and take a bath.

take pajamas, and wanna go twitter for a while

@R__Benward: stranded in strange island for 2 days. unforgettin' moment

much of greysonator or benwardians ask me about what was i do with greyson

well.. i just replied

@aGreysonator your hero is nice boy, he just climb the tree to get coconut. lol

@ENCHANCER greyson just make a fire

@greysonchan_ce you want ? i said theres NOTHING to eat! lol

after 3 tweets. greyson mention me:

@greysonchance: @R__Benward nice moment stranded with ya! lol! lets get it again

then bella tweet me

@bellathorne143: you've back home? @R__Benward ? what you took from that island for me? lol

and then.. Cheyenne

@Cheyenne_: @R__Benward and @greysonchance stranded??

i let it and wanna go sleep. yea this is toooo quickly from sleeping hour but i really tired! very tired!

***

me: hhh.. i won't do it again

bella: why?

me: that island will gonna kill me! i didn't find anything for eat

bella: but stranded in the island with your crush isn't beautiful? hehe

me: eh.. bella.. i wanna tell you something

bella: okay then.. what is that?

me: eh.. eh.. he .. he kiss my lips when i was cry

bella: *scream* oh! my! god!

mr.henry: whats wrong mr. thorne?

bella: nothing! i just make a mistake on my .. book

well.. today was school day again. i get a chair with bella.

greyson is front of me, with stephen.

they was talking, and greyson look at me.

grey: meet me at library today, when lunch time come

me: *nodded head* okay

bella: he want you to be his girlfriend! awww

me: what the heck bells. his face serious. i think thats not what his mean

bella: really?

me: but i hope yea he will..

bella: ameen!

me: shut up bells

*the bell ringing*

me: god.. lunch time

bella: meet him

me: he still sit

he look to me. he nodded his head. he take my hand and take me to library.

i look at bella. she smile as she show me her thumbs

grey: maybe.. park will be better

me: bicycle park?

grey: ya. you wanna buy something? so we can talking as we eating.

me: well... i'm not hungry

grey: you lie

me: nn.. *stomach screaming* yes

grey: okay, we take sandwich

his face so serious. i don't know what happen with him.

he look much different

i can't see his laugh today..

we take a seat on the wooden couch. he sit beside me. so close to me, 'til our body touching each other.

grey: *sigh* i never.. told anyone about my feel before. but i trust in you

me: *much question face*

grey: he dating her, he got his very first kiss in her lips, go to somewhere and.. anything

me: wh..w..what do you mean?

grey: stephen dating Cheyenne

me: is that?! o m g

grey: i just.. feel something like.. my heart.. feel like stone. when i think of her.. i always .. cry

me: you love her too much

grey: so badly. i just can't believe what she do to me

me: she just didn't know who really love her much. she's your first love?

grey: eh.. for honestly no. I’ve first love when i 7th yo with someone.. with his blonde hair and green eyes

me: she totally lucky

grey: yea.. she always there when i need. but she never know what i feel. maybe she have dating someone?

me: who is that greyson? can you tell me?

grey: you will know.. someday

me: she so far away?

grey: still arround london

me: maybe i know her??

grey: yes, you know her

me: greyson, look!

grey: what?

i seeing stephen and Cheyenne was flirt on our behind couch. oh! dummy! he will angry!

he wrap his hand on my waist. he want i wrapping my hand on his neck. he wishpered something to me

grey: *wishpered* help me to revenge

he look into my eyes. i look into his eyes then looking to Cheyenne and stephen. they stare at us

he smile naughtily. i reply then place my hand on his cheek.

grey: *giggle* good joooob..!

me: hahaha

but .. i think.. he just didn't want to revenge. his eyes didn't draw what he want, what he mean..

look.. there's a rainbow in his eyes.. there's rain in my pain..

refreshing my soul

grey: hey

me: eh?

grey: there's something in your eye

me: oh? is that?

grey: yes.. there

he touch my cheek, then... kiss me.

thats not act or anything!

grey: what? *giggle*

me: *blush* you .. k..kk.kis..kiss me? why?

grey: why? what about why?

me: eh?

grey: *giggle* you will know someday.

he walk far away from me. i run as i following him.

he take my hand.. i feel there was butterflies on my stomach.

grey: we walk together

me: ...

****

caty: thats nice!

me: but he just want to kiss me as he revenge them

caty: are you sure?

me: y..y..yea little small of piece

caty: believe me, he won't kiss someone if he didn't love that else. can you tell me how much he kiss you?

me: eh... 4?

caty: WHAT?! tell me!

me: behind the stage, at the island twice and .. 15 minute ago

caty: he never can tell he didn't love you anymore!

me: maybe

caty: cheers up angel!

me: ah shut up. i wanna bike home

caty: bye

me: bye

i walk to my bicycle.

much question what i want to throw it down to the river. i mean.. to greyson

god. i was fall from my bicycle. i don't pay attention too much for the street.

sit on the road..

god..

who's the blonde girl?

i was so jealous with that girl

but..

why.. greyson kiss me there?

he just want, i help him to revenge to Cheyenne!

someone walk over me. i don't know who it was , i just seeing his jeans and his foot. and bicycle tire next to him.

greyson.

grey: what are you doing there?

me: just.. have a fall down

grey: take my hand

me: thanks

grey: are you okay?

me: yea.. maybe

grey: you looking so confuse

he arround his hand on my neck. he kiss my cheek and cheer me up

luke: add that salt

me: okay, how much?

luke: hmm.. 1 scoop of tea spoon

me: okay

luke: olive oil

me: how much?

luke: 3 scoop of tea spoon

me: isn't much?

luke: no.. i think?

me: *phew*

today my mom and dad and charlie too go to aussie. to cody's family.

they left me with lucas.

we have made some salad for lunch. thats enough make me and my brother confuse.

i record some of part we cooking to get that to youtube.

luke: okay! finish! this is it!

me: vegets salad ala chef twin benwards! yeaah!

luke: hahaha. okay lets eat.

me: calm

my phone's ringing. jennifer lopez - on the floor (ft. Pitbull)

thats greyson!

***phone convo***

me: girl in black here. what can i do for yap?

grey: eh? girl in black? no.. i just want meet you. today

me: ok..okay.. where?

grey: backyard please? I’ve there

me: i'm on my way. hold on

i run to back yard and hang up the phone when i seeing him. i don't know what will he do. maybe teach me how to play piano?

grey: *smile* *take my hand* hey

me: *smile* hey

grey: want to.. have a little chat?

me: eh.. honestly i just finish cooking with my brother for lunch

grey: sorry if i bothering! we can tell it later!

me: its okay, i'll eat later

grey: mmm.. well then..

he take my hand and walk to the swing. we sit there together, he still holding my hand.

grey: i wanna.. tell you about my first love and my first kiss

me: !?

grey: she .. have a blonde hair but she repaint it to be black when she was 13 .. have a beautiful green eyes.. like an angel, always shining my soul

*hold my hand* *look into my eyes*

me: m..m..me?

grey: yap, you my angel. you my little London girl, you my.. favorite song

me: sorry..

grey: what?!

me: sorry... I can't

grey: why?!

me: I can't ignore this for yap, you my very first love *smile*

grey: really?

me: yea

grey: you ready for this, then

our nose touching each other. he smile naughty and .. kiss me tenderly

I can feel it now.. knowing all what happen

grey: your lips my biggest weakness

me: honestly.. when I get the signal i won’t ask you for call SOS.cause

grey: I want stranded with you, forever

THE END

how's that? hope u like it :) hahahahaa